Hello everybody, welcome back to DissociaDID did and the Sims 4!
Now with our last video that I uploaded for everybody to see our alters on The Sims
I made five of our 21 alters, and a lot of you seem to really like it. I got a
lot of requests from people saying please make your inner world on the Sims
as well, so this is me giving it a go. Please bear with me because I'm not the
best at building on Sims, I usually just like to make lots of pets and then see
what horrible ways I can use to kill the (human) Sims I've made, but I gave it my best go.
So our inner world mansion is longer than it is tall but it's definitely a mansion.
It's very very tall, I wasn't really sure how to make it look exactly how it does
in our inner world because I'm not super familiar with The Sims, but I yeah I
gave it a go. This part that I'm making right now, you can see there's a sort of
box area cut out of the side of our Mansion, that is Sally's garden. So
Sally's garden - it is part of the mansion, it's left open to the air. At the
moment it's just got a fence around it but I'm gonna change that in a minute as
you'll see, and it's got full glass walls, very very tall clear glass so it almost
feels like you're actually outside in a garden, and that's where Sally does all
her gardening and her potting flowers and things like that. It's always always
always sunny there and she usually takes the littles out with her as well, and the
littles will potter around with her in the garden - and that's kind of a relaxing
thing for them to do. Anybody can go in the garden, it's not just Sally's, but it
is known as Sally's garden because she's the one who likes to do all the
gardening, surprisingly enough. And this area that I'm making right now is the
living room, and again we call this Sally's living room because nobody else
really goes in there. The chair that's been put in the middle of the room -
there's no rocking chairs on the sims but in our inner world that is a rocking chair,
and Sally often sits there in front of the fireplace and will either knit or
read, and she almost always will have the littles at her feet, or she'll just be in
there sort of doing her own thing. Again anybody can come into this room but it
is known as Sally's room, Sally's living room, it's very much a
place of calm and warmth and introspection, and there's a very
long wall on the back wall which is all glass, but often the curtains are pulled
over. Because I made the windows so big, The Sims didn't have curtains that
would fully cover it, so it just looked a bit weird, so I left that alone - but in
our in a world there are curtains there. This room that I'm making right now is
what I like to call the front room. Now you can see the on the front side of the
house in this room there is a very very long glass window, it seems to be a
theme for us isn't it! In our actual inner world that is a very very big window
/ projector screen, it changes a little bit depending on who you ask.
I see it as a projector screen, kind of like the images that you might see in
the Disney film 'Inside out', where they have their big control panel and it
is kind of a window or projector screen, I can't remember I'd have to watch
the movie again, but it's like that. When everybody sits in the front room
you can see out through the eyes of the body into the external world. So when
alters are what I like to call 'close to the front' or Co conscious, they can see
what the body is doing occasionally hear outside sounds, and it is easier to
communicate with whoever's fronting at that moment. So that's what I mean when I
say so-and-so is close by so-and-so is in the front room - that is the front room
and they are looking through the projector screen / window at what is
happening on the outside world. So that is kind of our hub of communication with
the inside world and the outside world, connecting together.
Now you should be able to see taking place... Next to Sally's garden - which I'm
building here right now - there's a very very
long corridor. Again there wasn't enough space on Sims but that long
corridor is almost all of what I associate this house with. I am not very
keen on our inner world house, to me it feels like a haunted house. It's always
very very dark inside which you'll see as I progress with this video. The
inside walls are a very very dark grey / deep navy blue, and there are these
lights that are on the walls that are chandeliers hanging from ceiling but hang off the
wall. I don't know they just give me a kind of gothic vibe, a little bit creepy
in my opinion. I know that jade is relatively comfortable in the house but
she's generally comfortable with things like that, she's into witchcraft and
like she thinks the idea of poltergeists are cool and things like that, and I find
it absolutely horrifically terrifying, so it has a different effect on every alter
individually. I guess this may be another reason why I'm the host,
I hate our inner world Mansion. I don't know if any other systems are watching - do
you know how to change an inner world into something that maybe we'd all
be comfortable with? I've seen videos from people saying like -- oh we decided to
renovate our inner world, we decided to rebuild our inner house, I would love to
do that. At the moment it does have everything we need but it it feels
oppressive, and as you can see the outside walls are black it's a very kind
of Gothic-y mansion / modern gothic, everything about it
just makes me feel a little bit creeped out, but it's a nice house, it's a big
house, it's got rooms for everybody, and like I was saying that long corridor - it
seems to go on forever. The further you go down there the more fuzzy my vision -
personally - seems to get, and it almost feels like I'm walking into a static TV
screen, like I'm not allowed to go down there kind of thing.
But it does seem to go on forever, it just kind of fades out into the distance,
and there are doors on each side of the corridor and each door is an
alters room, so that's what that corridor is. I couldn't really give it the effect
that it has on the sims, I struggled to give it the kind of presence that it
has to me of this very long, oppressive, overwhelming sense of just going on
forever, this sense of mass and number, and it feels very overwhelming to me but
then again I am the host and I may not be as familiar with this stuff as some
of my alters are. I know Sally prefers to stay in her garden or her
room or her living room, and those are probably the lightest and calmest places
in the house, aside from the front room obviously, but that is almost like a
business room, that's how it feels to me. Like a conference room sort of thing. Now
you can see off to the side there is a little room for the littles so that the
littles can be nearby when we are co-conscious, or if others such as
Sally are in the front room and they want to be nearby, there is a little room
that leads off of that where they can play, which is probably one of the
reasons why I'm almost always Co conscious with littles, so it's very very
common for them - it feels - to be the most often alters to obviously switch out. I don't think
that I will be introducing any littles on our channel, just because they are
children in every sense of the word, as a real child would be. I wouldn't want to
put them online and have any kind of negativity thrown at them, I want to
protect them as all of our alters do, I don't want to expose them to this world
you know, they've been through enough already. I want to preserve their their
childhood and their innocence and they deserve to be kept safe, and they don't
need to be in this world that we are in at the minute. I want to keep them in our
own space, so please forgive me if that's upsetting for you or disappointing but I
don't think that any of the littles will be on our channel. To the left of our
house - our mansion, there is a very very large forest. Now in that forest
there is a shed, kind of a cabin, where our alter Gregory lives. He doesn't
live in the house. He's one of a few people who don't live in the mansion and
very very deep in the forest there are more
alters such as Omega who i've told you about before. Omega is what I like to
call a lost or locked alter - I cannot reach her. I don't think that she knows
she's an alter, so she's stuck in this replaying trauma experience, which was a
suicide attempt that we had two years ago which involved a forest, and I won't
say too much just in case it triggers anybody. She is she stuck there
reliving that experience and there are a lot of alters apparently in this space
in the forest who are trapped in traumatic memories or stuck in that time
and unable to get out of it. It's almost like a replay experience for them and
that they're in this very dark forest, and in that forest we have an alter who
is a protector who I have very recently learned about, and she is called Glass.
Now glass is a fairy and I'll be explaining non-human alters such as
fairies and things like that in our next video, which is 'All About Alters - Part 3'
so if you're interested in that keep listening. But the reason that she
is in the forest is because she's a fairy she has wings, so she can fly away.
She is magical so nothing bad can touch her, which is why she is able to be in
such an oppressive and upsetting space. to look after as best as she can, those
alters who are stuck in this experience. There are two levels to the basement.
On the right-hand side there is a basement that I have filled with random
objects on the Sims. It's a basement area that's also a cave
underneath the house, and these cave tunnels lead underneath the house into the cave
that Jade lives in. You can see that I've placed stones on the right-hand side
house that's supposed to represent the area that Jade's cave is in. Now Jade
protects the mouth of the cave, and the tunnels that lead from the cave go
underneath the house and end up in this stone basement. Only a few
alters can go down there, there's not always a way to get down there, it's a
trapdoor that seems to just appear sometimes, not always, but it just appears
in the main long corridor and alters have the choice if they want to to go
down the big stone steps, and then continue down another stone staircase to
the basement, and down there on the right-hand side there are more alters.
All these altars that I'm talking about who are locked alters don't count
as our 21 alters that I've told you about, our 21 alters that I mentioned
when people ask how many alters we have that is the number of actively fronting
alters that we have, but I think that these alters in the basement are more
like fragments. if you don't know what fragments are, you can go to our previous
video on 'All About Alters - Part 2', where I explain that. But these alters are tied
to various objects. There are alters that are bent backwards over beer barrels,
there are alters that are chained to walls, there are alters that are in
small areas of liquid or on tables and things like that. I have only been down
there once, and will never ever ever go down there again unless I really
really need too. Its Jade's area. You can tell I don't like it because i'm getting a bit
flustered - and these altars do not speak, they do not seem to be aware of anything,
but there is a very oppressive feeling in that place and I'm pretty sure it's
more of a trauma memory containment area within fragments or something like that.
I don't know I don't know enough about it to really comment on it.
I don't know about how our system feels about it but I'm not going to go into
any more detail than that there are alters stuck to various objects and that
they must contain some kind of trauma memory. So that's what's down there. On
the left-hand side of the basement there is a second room which is accessible by
a ladder rather than a stone staircase, and down there is where Jade does her
filing system. In the room there is a big carousel, and that carousel is always
moving. Jade is the only one who can get on to the carousel and in the middle of
the carousel there is a floating black or red door depending on who you ask. I
see it as a red door, Jade sees it as a black door, that might be why she can get
in but I can't, I have no idea, it could just be a difference in how we perceive
it. I cannot go in there, no one else can go in this door, in the door it is a room
that Jade does her filing in. Jade is in charge of keeping the alters who are
locked alters safe. She's a gatekeeper, that is why she guards her cave, and she
does filing in there in terms of memories I think, I know that it looks
like a like a lot of filing cabinets - literally - and she has like little
folders that she can take out and rearrange things, and I'm not
entirely sure what it happens but she tells me that it it helps to keep the
system running well. There's been talk and notes that have been left for us in
some of our journals that have been signed off by "The Mainframe", and I don't
know anything about that, I don't know if it's an alter or some kind of code that
I'm not aware of right now, but what Jade has told me is that there is a sort of
overseeing presence in this filing room that helps Jade, which is called The
Mainframe - which may be some kind of computer-based archive that helps her do
her filing and keep track of who's aware of what, and maybe who is
an active alter or who's not, I really don't know... honestly I'm guessing half of
this stuff but that's the basics of our house. We made some of the rooms for the
littles in this house as well, you can see some of the pink rooms that are for
our two littles, or two of our littles, Sarah and Laura. Laura's favourite colour is
pink and Sarah's favorite color is purple ,so they have their own rooms.
Everybody has their own rooms but I've aside from the littles rooms and Sally's
room no one else can go into each other's rooms, so I hope that is a decent
explanation for you. If there's anything you have questions on, if you'd like me
to make the forest, if you'd like me to make the cave if I can, maybe I could
draw it for you, or the cabin that Gregory lives in, or you want more
information on the basements or on the corridor or the front room or anything
really, please let me know. I really did enjoy doing this because it actually
forced me to have a lot of communication with some alters I don't talk to as
much and I actually learned a little bit more about our inner world than I
previously knew, so let us know if you like this. and yeah if you want to see
anything else just drop us a message, don't forget to follow us on DissociaDID
on Instagram and Facebook, I don't know why I said Instagram like that, and
we'll see you all in the next video! Lots of love to you all, bye!
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