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(Episode 87)

Eunjo.

Yes.

Should I open it?

No. I'll do it.

It keeps ringing.

Mr. Hong wanted to see me.

Hang on.

Should I do it?

I'll do it.

Mr. Hong, I'm sorry.

We'll have to reschedule.

See you tomorrow at the Center.

I thought something was wrong.

What are you doing there?

I was heading home.

Oh. How about dinner?

Right now?

It works for me.

Where should we go?

I can pick the place, right?

There's a new Italian place behind the pawnshop.

How about it?

Sure.

Let's go.

I really think it's better to be sure about this.

Give me your hair.

Give me your hair before I pluck it out.

Get out.

I'm tired.

Haengja.

I'm really disappointed in you.

I'm disappointed in you.

I've known your family for

50 years after running away from the orphanage.

Yet you think of me as someone

that brazen and shameless?

What's that got to do with this?

Everyone has things they don't want to talk about.

Even if you think I'm despicable,

you need to know to wait

if I can't get myself to talk about it.

But the thing is...

The thing is...

Get out!

Then just tell me one thing.

Who is Eunjo?

You can tell me that at least.

I said I'd tell you everything in due time.

Eunjo.

So when will that be?

Talk about good timing.

We're all here, so tell us.

Why wait?

Aunt Eunjeong.

Stay out of this.

This isn't your place.

You need this, right?

What is it?

I got a DNA test done with

Ms. Kim's and my toothbrushes you took.

This is the result.

What?

Eunjo.

Aunt Eunjeong never would've let it go,

and I was curious too.

This can't be.

(Unrelated)

(No familial relationship found)

I-Is this authoritative?

If you're unsure, get it done elsewhere.

I'll give you whatever you need.

Are you happy now?

So Eunjo really was a foundling?

She's not your child, yet you gave her your kidney?

She didn't, Aunt Eunjeong.

What do you mean?

She got a kidney transplant,

and Haengja was a kidney donor.

What more do we need to know?

Do you see this?

Eunjo got her transplant in November 2006

while Ms. Kim donated her kidney in January 2007.

It was around 2 months after Eunjo's transplant.

That can't be.

How...

All set now, right, Aunt Eunjeong?

I was very confused for a while.

How should I feel if Ms. Kim was my mom?

Should I be happy or angry?

Why would she have hidden it from me all this time?

Eunjo.

Nothing has changed though.

Whether or not you gave me your kidney,

you did raise me this whole time.

For that alone and nothing else,

I'm very grateful to you.

So I'll keep...

No. I'll be even more grateful from now on.

Eunjo.

Ms. Kim.

You should just leave her be for now.

Haengja. Haengja, I'm sorry.

I was rash.

I had no choice though.

Ask anyone out there.

They would've all thought as I did.

You call that an excuse?

- Hang on. / - Haengja.

Haengja, calm down. Calm down.

Haengja, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

I'm so sorry!

That troublemaker...

Ms. Kim, I have something to ask you.

What is it?

Let's talk inside.

How can this be?

Eunjo's not her daughter

nor did she give Eunjo her kidney.

Then why did she give her kidney to a stranger?

Anyway, I might get kicked out.

What do I do?

Darn it. Why couldn't I hold my tongue?

Darn it.

Go ahead.

You donated your kidney because of Eunjo, right?

You weren't a match with her,

so you gave yours to someone else

and got Eunjo bumped up on the list, right?

How could you do that though?

I thought Eunjo was your daughter because

you couldn't have done that otherwise.

I'm sorry I briefly misunderstood.

Don't be sorry.

You must've been shocked.

I'm fine, but I'm worried about Eunjo.

She pretends she's unfazed,

but she was rattled

and feels a sense of loss.

Of course.

Ms. Kim,

whenever you want to talk about this,

please come to me.

I'll wait until you do.

Okay. I'll do that.

It's okay.

Nothing will change.

Yes. It's okay.

It's okay.

I ordered it. Let's each have a glass.

I don't drink.

Not even a glass?

Fine. I'll have both.

Ask me whatever you want to know.

The design on the cosmetics container...

You said it had a story. What is it?

The cosmetics container?

Oh... That ball-shaped design?

Yes.

That charm was on my bracelet,

but I lost it

at a club.

Which club?

Oh... I went to a lot of clubs back then.

A man was having a hard time there,

and I helped him.

But when I got home,

I realized I'd lost the charm.

How was he having a hard time?

Did you see the man's face?

Oh...

It was so dark in the club.

And it all happened so quickly.

But why are you so interested in that?

I doubt it happened to you.

Why do you think that?

It was an exclusive members-only club.

I don't mean to put you down,

but it's not open to just anyone.

Do you still get short of breath these days?

Oh... Yes.

Sometimes, when I think about my father.

That's why I try not to think about him.

So that woman was Ms. Jeong Inu?

What is it?

Nothing.

There's something I want to say,

but I'll wait until I'm more certain.

Okay. Suit yourself then.

How much surer does he have to get?

Just say thank you.

Tell me I'm the woman of your destiny.

Have all your questions been answered?

Yes.

I don't think I've told you a whole lot.

But I'm glad your questions are answered.

Oh.

I must've gotten drunk on just 2 glasses of wine.

Why do I feel so dizzy?

I'll catch you a cab.

You'll come with me, right?

What if I fall asleep in the cab?

I'm alone.

You see...

Just get in first.

Ms. Jeong lives near my place.

I'll go with her.

This works out.

Sinsu-dong, please.

What's going on?

What is the meaning of this?

I should be asking you that.

I told you to butt out of my business.

Please hurry.

We need to talk.

What are you doing?

You ignored me

when I begged you to

hold my hand and look at me,

so what is this now?

Why are you hindering my plans?

Are you after Hong Seokpyo?

Why? Because he's rich?

Why not? Can't I go after him?

It's for the same reason you pursued Gil Eunjo.

Hong Seokpyo won't fall for you.

How do you know that?

There's only one person in his heart.

Don't you know although you work with her?

There was only one person in my heart too.

But the heart isn't something you can trust.

He and Gil Eunjo haven't been together long.

My heart, which hadn't wavered for close to 20 years,

began to show cracks.

A few months is nothing,

don't you think?

Leave Hong Seokpyo alone.

I'm going to destroy him.

You're after Hong Seokpyo?

Why?

I can't stand seeing an incompetent person

thinking he's all that because

he was born to a rich mother.

I want to show him what real competence is.

Is that the only reason?

It's not because of Gil Eunjo?

Inu.

Competent or not,

Hong is Genius' majority shareholder.

By getting Hong Seokpyo, I'll get Genius.

Should we go all the way to see

who gets Hong Seokpyo first?

He's not someone you can take on.

You can get hurt if things go awry.

Don't keep acting like you worry about me.

It's appallingly despicable.

Did Ms. Gil said she couldn't forgive you?

But then again, you deceived her for a long time.

What can you do?

You must plead with her until she comes around.

I didn't get to see Ms. Gil.

Then why were you so late?

There was someone I wanted to meet,

someone I wanted to thank if I ever met her.

Oh. EJ.

Do you mean the charm's owner?

But why am I not convinced?

Many things tell me she was the one.

Because you're already in love with someone else.

Stop worrying and go to bed.

It's late.

Do it tomorrow.

The proposal's too weak. I must improve it.

I don't think this is enough

to get Ms. Kim to invest.

Director Kim must have offered her something good.

Wonder what it is.

It has to be something Ms. Kim likes.

Something Ms. Kim likes?

You must've been shocked,

but you didn't let it show.

You must be wondering

who your real parents are,

how can you came to me,

and whose kidney you received.

But I don't have the courage to tell you just yet.

Eunjo, I'll tell you everything

when I feel more comfortable about it.

No matter what anyone says, you're my daughter,

an angel that came to me.

That won't change until the day I die.

Ms. Kim,

there's nothing else I don't know, right?

What I see, feel, and believe is everything, right?

I can just carry on as is, right?

Haengja. Haengja.

Why are you up already?

I made breakfast.

I even made napa cabbage soup with soybean paste,

which you love.

You...

Eunjo left for work early, saying she has

a lot to do.

She said she had to look over

two investment proposals.

Don't try so hard.

This won't undo what you said.

Didn't I tell you

it's hard to take back what you say?

You know I don't think when I get worked up.

But I don't hold a grudge,

so let me off the hook.

Stop your nonsense.

Have the soup you made,

pack up, and go to America.

Is this how you're going to be?

I'll work hard around the house

and at the pawnshop to make amends.

I have nowhere to go if you kick me out.

So please don't tell me to leave.

Haengja. Haengja, please.

Forget about it.

Haengja, please.

- How about a shoulder rub? / - Let go.

I made a delicious breakfast.

Please.

Nothing was wrong last night, right?

It's a long story.

I'll tell you everything later.

I have something to tell you too

and lots to do.

See you at the same place after work.

Did you not sleep well?

It looks like you're the one who lost sleep.

Actually though, I have nothing to say

because nothing has changed.

Then just hear me out.

There's something I must tell you.

Okay.

When did you get here that

you're already hanging the laundry?

The hallway and every room seemed mopped too.

I thought I'd go mad if I did nothing,

so I wanted to keep busy.

Seems like you have more to say than I do.

After I say what I have to, I'll listen,

so don't hold back.

I will.

Where's President Hong?

I thought he was here.

I haven't seen Seokpyo today.

Where could he be?

What are you doing?

Can't you see? I'm working out.

You won't hit the ball like that.

I took lessons from a professional coach.

You didn't learn right.

What do you know to show off?

Hold the club.

Get into position for address.

That's right. Extend the left arm.

Okay. Try it.

Smoothly. That's right.

Be mindful at impact.

Okay. One more time.

That's it. Good.

Whoa? You're not bad.

How long have you been playing?

Should we date?

Sure.

What?

Why are you so startled?

You must deal with the consequences of kissing me.

Unbelievable.

Over a silly kiss?

What? A silly kiss?

Although you were married once, I've never...

Excuse me?

I'll die if you hit me with that.

- Enjoy. / - Thank you.

Mr. Gu's late today.

He said he was off to do major spring cleaning.

Where at?

I don't know.

Why didn't you ask?

Aren't you curious?

If I asked and he wanted me to join him,

I'd be in a pickle.

Oh, my. Oh, my. Oh, my.

What is it? Why? What's going on?

You must be playing hide-and-seek.

No. My office is too small,

so I'm going to practice my swing here.

Pardon? But...

Wait.

Didn't you hear that?

Hear what?

Listen carefully!

Yes!

Right? You heard "yes," right?

- But... / - I don't think so.

Give me a break.

Listen carefully.

Yes!

I heard it. Yes.

I knew it.

This isn't a human dwelling...

How could she

turn the house into a pigsty?

She only knows how to make herself look nice.

Look at the mess she left behind.

Jonghui's not too good for Mr. Lee.

Mr. Lee's too good for her.

What am I going to do?

Oh, the stench.

Darn it.

What?

"What?"

You turned the house into a pigsty

yet have the nerve to ask that?

I gave the housekeeper a week off.

What will she say when

she returns?

Aren't you ashamed to show this to her?

Thank goodness I came by beforehand.

What if Mi-ae saw this?

Hey, hey. Hello?

Hey, Jonghui. Hey.

Did you hang up?

You're driving me up the wall, Jonghui.

What are you doing?

I have a feeling the bonds are in this house.

I don't know anything about that.

Why are you so hung up on them?

You hid them, right?

Just give them to me.

I really need them.

Inu. Inu!

Dad said they were here.

I've thought about it,

and there was no reason for Dad to lie.

And it's implausible

he would've had someone take them.

How could he when you're

at the salon all day?

Mom, it really wasn't you, right?

No, it wasn't.

I don't even know what they look like.

And I don't believe what your dad said.

No. They're here.

If Dad was confused, it was the location.

The bonds have to be in this house.

Can't you snap out of it?

Do you need to be slapped again?

Jeong Injeong.

Don't stand there like that.

Help me look.

They are our only hope.

Hurry up.

What am I to do with her?

Wow. Did the sun rise from the west?

What brings you here?

I didn't come to see you.

What?

Is there another inmate you know?

I came to ask you for something.

Tell Inu there never were those bonds

or whatever they're called.

Tell her you were confused.

How can I lie to her?

I'm thinking about what might've happened to them.

Inu's getting weirder because of them.

Make her give up hope for good.

You hid them, right?

Where did you put them?

Inu turns the house inside out

every night to find them.

I'm so scared she'll start

hallucinating and saying strange things.

Inu's your daughter.

Do it if you're her father.

Otherwise, Inu will really be destroyed.

It's that bad?

Then she won't believe me either.

Why are you so aloof about family?

Listen...

If you get Inu to give up,

I'll go see Ms. Kim

and get on my knees to beg and plead

for her to submit a petition on your behalf.

Your trial's just a few days away.

Could you really do it?

Ms. Kim's stubborn as a mule.

Will you get Inu to give up or not?

Fine.

But you did hide them, right?

Excuse me?

I thought you'd grown wiser, but you still

have a long way to go.

- Hey! Hey. Hey! Come on out. / - Please stop.

- Calm down. / - I'm going to kill you.

You call yourself a father?

Geez...

Let's go back in. I'm going in.

Hey, where are you going?

Hey, what will you do about Inu?

Huh?

Who left this here?

(Derma Cosmetics Proposal, Revised)

(By Hong Seokpyo)

President Hong Seokpyo was here?

President Hong, how could you misplace it?

Oh? Here it is.

Isn't this it? This is it.

Thank goodness.

I was up all night revising it.

Oh. You found something Ms. Kim would like?

Of course.

Wow. So confident.

So it was worth pulling an all-nighter.

What is it?

It's a secret.

Oh, come on.

There aren't any secrets between us.

Geez. President Hong!

Mr. Hong was Hong Seokpyo?

Ms. Gil, I'm actually...

I'm Hong Seokpyo.

Geez. How do I tell her?

I didn't set out to deceive you.

Oh?

Why are you so late?

I waited forever.

I had something left to do.

Even after working away all day?

We received a second proposal from Genius.

Oh, you did?

I'd only read President Hong's proposal

out of a sense of loyalty,

but Ms. Kim and Mr. Byeon were against it

as I hadn't even met President Hong.

Ms. Gil.

I'm not done yet.

I was wondering what was

taking President Hong so long.

A young, faceless CEO

who sends a proposal

and keeps the investor waiting...

Is it because he's very cautious?

Or is he that confident about his proposal?

Or is there some unavoidable reason?

I'd wondered a lot,

but I finally learned why today.

Will you tell me what's taking you so long,

President Hong Seokpyo?

Are you worried about something?

I'll help you.

What are you doing here?

I caught you.

What's going on?

I asked you both here at the same time

to give you the same chance.

When's the trial?

That scumbag will never learn.

But what can I do?

As despicable as he is, he's our kids' father.

Eunjo's crying her eyes out.

It feels like I lost something very important.

That's why I feel miserable.

I'll wait here until you feel better.

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YOU ARE NOT ALONE | OVERCOME DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY | Motivational Video - Duration: 19:41.

great question from Ashlee very

important one she wants to know my

thoughts on depression healing and

personal struggle so here are my

thoughts first of all you guys know that

I have suffered with anxiety my entire

life Chris and I have two children that

have suffered with significant anxiety

too I had serious postpartum depression

when Sawyer our daughter who's now 17

was born and when I say serious I mean

Hartford meds no nursing

around-the-clock supervision serious so

when it comes to any kind of depression

or mental health issue what do I think

about it I think they're real I don't

think that we do enough in this country

to remove the stigmatism and I don't

think there's anything wrong with having

a mental health issue either with

yourself or with somebody that you love

I think about mental health a lot like I

think about diabetes people that have

diabetes have an inefficient physical

system for processing insulin which is

why you need to inject yourself with

more of it when you have a mental health

issue part of your wiring is

insufficient to help you process day to

day life that's it and there are certain

chemicals that are helping you those

certain therapies that will help you so

here's the deal

the way I feel about is this this is not

something to ignore if you have

depression if you have anxiety if you

have post-traumatic stress disorder if

you have any kind of mental health

condition it's nothing to be ashamed of

and it's nothing to hide and it's

something to hit head-on with there's

one thing one thing that if you did

every single day no joke it would make

an extraordinary difference in whatever

mental health issue you're struggling

with and that is exercise and the reason

why I say this is not based on my own

personal experience it's based on the

fact that the I think it's the American

Psychiatric Association this is coming

from dr. John Ratey a friend of mine

who's written a ton of books about not

only ADHD but also the benefits of

exercise and what it has on your brain

but he's also a professor at Harvard and

a practicing clinician and this is his

area of expertise and one of the things

that they now mandate as a diagnosis for

anybody

depression or anxiety or any mental

illness frankly is you gotta exercise

every day and the reason you've gotta

exercise every day is because what we

know about human beings is that when you

physically move your physiology changes

and that changes your brain getting your

heart rate up getting outside breathing

feeling connected getting out of your

house which may make you feel depressed

and trapped doing that every day that

physical push you don't have to run you

don't have to go to aerobics class class

get outside with your dog in the woods

walk with a good friend for two or three

miles doing that every single day not

only moves your body which changes your

mind it gets you out of your physical

environment which is one of the things

that people with depression tend to have

a hard time doing and it also creates a

bit of momentum and a bit of a routine

in your life you take on just that

single thing get outside and exercise

every single day as if your life depends

upon it because you know what it does

your brain needs it your body needs it

your mental health needs it so you know

in closing be open don't be ashamed get

the help that you need if you want to

start doing something today that you can

manage every single day you can't go

wrong with forcing yourself to exercise

and by the way what can you use to get

your butt out the door you guessed it

the five-second rule five four three two

one

give yourself a push and you're gonna

feel a lot better and some of you have

thought of suicide

some of you are in the darkest of

darkest valleys and I was there once too

I was a is old depressed nine years old

even darker at ten years old I came to

the edge and I thought to myself there

is no hope at age ten tried to drown

myself in six inches of 15 centimeters

of water I told my dad I just wanted to

relax but really I wanted to end my life

I had enough the first two times I

rolled over I was trying to work out how

much error holding my lungs before other

did out the third time

in my mind knowing that I wanted to get

out of here because of the bullying in

my life because I was going to be a

burden to my parents it had nothing to

look forward to I realized at that

moment that if I actually went through

with committing suicide I would leave a

greater burden for my parents than they

already had so when I saw in my mind my

mom and my dad and my brother crying at

my grave if I went through with that one

thought saved

of encouragement you can save a person's

life

[Music]

you may have arms and legs but unless

you know three things number one who are

you what your value is number two what

is your purpose here in life and number

three what is your destiny when you're

done here if you don't know the answers

of any of those three questions you're

more disabled than I if I gave you a

billion dollars would you be happy if

you gave me a billion dollars I'd be

very happy but then if my mom dies

tonight am I happy no life is worth

living when you find purpose Nick I

don't know my purpose is I don't know my

parents want me to do this my teachers

want me to do that my friends think that

I should do this and I don't know what

to do and you're torn man you don't know

what to do you have to make important

decisions man you don't know what to do

who do you believe

[Music]

follow your heart if that's who you want

to be

if that's what you want to do in life

and walk to him one day at a time you

got to come to the truth of knowing who

you are and why you're here William

Barclay he said the greatest two days in

anyone's life the day you were born and

the day you knew why I know that there

are a billion people going hungry today

I know that this year a million people

will commit suicide it's one every 40

seconds I know today they're 120 million

slaves and I've met sex slaves

so many people tease each other you know

you're too short you too tall you look

whatever a different hair and all that

it doesn't matter see thing is when

you're in school when you're growing up

in life it actually sort of matters to

people how you look and any matters to

you because it matters to others why why

does it matter how you look because if

they don't like you then who will if

they don't accept you then who will I

know so many teenagers who look

themselves in the mirror and wish that

they had a different body I want to ask

you what are you gonna believe are you

gonna believe in yourself you're gonna

believe everybody else's judgement on

you are you gonna believe people when

they say that you're a failure no one

really likes you don't really cares

about you that's what this world is I

want to look like her if I was taller

shorter smarter or popular whatever you

want it's not enough and the fear that

we have is that we're gonna be alone

that we're not good enough and you know

we have to change ourselves you know so

many people put me down and say Nick you

look too weird and no one's really a

friend and you can't do this and you

can't do that and I couldn't change

anything I it's not like it's fixing my

hair one day and everything's fine it's

not like you know just whatever I

couldn't change my circumstance

I couldn't just one day wake up and say

hey give me arms and legs I need arms

legs but it was so hard because people

put me down and I started believing that

I was not good enough I started

believing that I was a failure

that I'll never ever be somebody who

people would like or people would accept

and it was so hard man I thought to

myself I you know I can't go on to go on

to a soccer field with like everybody

else and I can't ride my bike and I

can't skateboard and all these sort of

things I started getting depressed I

thought what kind of purpose do I have

to live I mean do you are you just here

to live to die I mean is there not a

purpose for me is there not a purpose in

life

and I had questions and no answers and I

asked my mom and dad why did this happen

I asked doctors why did this happen they

don't know there are some things in life

that are out of your control that you

can't change and you got to live with

the choice that we have there is either

to give up or keep on going every single

human being has value and my values are

determined on how I look or what job I

have or where I'm from where I was born

how much money all that stuff nothing

and it's funny how the friends around

you sort of determine who you are you

change yourself you come to school and

everybody swore around me in high school

so I started swearing why because it's

the cool thing to do everybody swears so

I don't want to be left out and I want

to be accepted so I started swearing you

go to a party everybody's drinking so

you drink why well everybody else around

me is doing a big deal and you start

losing yourself and you stop putting

your security in temporary things

you start putting your happiness in

things that were last you can get drunk

or you like but in the morning you're

gonna be sober with a headache with the

same problems Nick you're not good

enough Nick just give up Nick you're

never gonna get a job you won't get

married you can't even hold your wife's

hand

what kind of a father are you gonna be

if you can't even pick up your kids when

they cry

[Music]

but I'll tell you there are some times

in life where you fall down and you feel

like you don't have the strength to get

back up because I tell you I'm down here

face down and I have no arms no legs it

should be impossible for me to get back

up but it's not you see I will try 100

times to get up any five fail 100 times

if I fail and I give up do you think

that I'm ever gonna get up

no but if I fail I try again and again

and again for as long as I try there's

always that chance of getting up does

that make sense and it's not the end

until you've given up and just the fact

that you're here should persuade you do

you have another chance to get back up

[Music]

that we have a choice I did to be angry

for what we don't have or be thankful

for what we do have you have a choice

every day you come to school to either

tease somebody gossip about somebody or

you can go up to them and encourage them

there's still hope I'm not here today to

tell you that I understand your pain I

don't know how it feels to be abused I

don't know how it feels to feel quote

fat and you're gonna eating disorder I

don't know how it feels to have a broken

home but I just want you to know that

it's not the end it matters how you're

gonna finish are you gonna finish strong

at age 10 I actually tried to commit

suicide by trying to drown myself in my

bathtub

and the only reason I decided to stay

was because I didn't want to leave my

loved ones with that pain so I decided

to give my broken pieces a chance man am

I glad that I'm still here today

I still have no arms or legs but

everything's changed when I'm 24 years

old five six years ago I was in

California and I never met anybody I'm

selecting me when I was 10 years old I

wish I would have met somebody like me

never did didn't get that miracle but at

24 in California saw a little boy with

no arms and no legs 19 months old just

like me I knew he was going to be

bullied I knew who was gonna go through

the pressure I knew he would feel alone

I knew that he would give worried if

he's ever gonna have a girlfriend and so

on and so I got the father to bring him

up on stage in front of 2,000 people and

everyone was crying and it was a

materialization of when you don't get a

miracle you can be a miracle for someone

else think of the three biggest

discourages in your life they're not

your biggest discourages you are but I

hope you are inspired to know that if I

can dream big then so can you

that honor was find your piece and

you'll make your walls doors I want you

to know that no matter where you are in

life no matter how low you have sunk

no matter how bleak your situation this

is not the end

this is not the end of your story this

is not the final chapter of your life

[Music]

I know it may be hard right now but if

you just hang in there

stick it out stay with me for a little

while

you will find that this tough moment

will pass and if you are committed to

using this pain using it to build your

character finding a greater meaning for

the pain you will find that in time you

can turn your life around and help

others going through the same struggles

[Music]

the world right now is in the middle of

a mental health crisis it's estimated

almost half the population suffers from

depression at some stage throughout

their life rather than join the queue

it's important we learn why we get down

and then how we can change it because

believe it or not we create our own

negative feelings and we can also ensure

that we turn our lives around and be a

positive change for others the reason

anyone gets depressed always comes down

to the consistent thoughts we think and

the consistent beliefs we hold let me

say that again the reason anyone gets

depressed always comes down to the

consistent thoughts we think and the

consistent beliefs we hold the point

here is that anyone that is depressed is

so because there is an external factor

that didn't materialize in their life

they have lost something outside of

their control or don't have something

that is out of their control

in school we are taught how to get a job

but no one teaches us how to live in a

state of happiness no one teaches us how

important our conscious and unconscious

thoughts and associations are is our

happiness not worth more than a job yes

it is and before you say happiness won't

pay my bills

happiness will pay your bills when you

realize you will be 10 times more

energized focused and take positive

action in your life when you first

choose to develop yourself as a priority

and then get to the stuff of the world

I've seen some people who many would

consider to have it all in their life

because they thought they were not good

enough a thought a belief within them

told them they were not worthy these

people that many were jealous of many

envious of were not good enough

you must value yourself enough

to take the time every single day to

work on you to engage in something that

will ensure you are a positive influence

on the world

this of course doesn't mean life will

suddenly be perfect the same life

challenges will show up but if your mind

is strong if your mind is at peace your

reaction to the challenging times will

be very different your reaction will be

how can I make this work now why is this

happening to me and then others will

look to you not with pity but with hope

because your strength will become their

home their strength you really can't be

that powerful you can't ditch the

victims story you can leave the pain

behind and focus on how you will react

next how you will react positively

read rial you can read to get your line

in a positive place take steps to ensure

you will be in a better position next

time whatever pain you are suffering

from how you can ensure it won't show

again take little steps and soon you

will be at the top of the staircase

don't give up you are worthy you are

more than worthy

you deserve to experience how great life

can be and you owe it to the world to be

that positive change for others to

inspire others who will look to you and

say he did it she did it and I can do it

too

[Music]

[Music]

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Phụ Nữ Trung Quốc Chết Mê Chết Mệt Trò Chơi Hẹn Hò Này | Trung Quốc Không Kiểm Duyệt - Duration: 3:01.

On this episode of China Uncensored:

Looking for the perfect man?

You've found him!

No, not me, but thank you.

It's the latest Chinese dating simulator.

And it's got Chinese women swiping right.

Hi, welcome to China Uncensored,

I'm your host Chris Chappell.

China has a gender problem.

And not just because there are too many men.

There's also too much competition...

from virtual boyfriends.

It's dating simulator Love and Producer.

Which is a name that totally makes sense.

You play as a female TV producer

struggling to save your father's production company,

while falling in love with these four heartthrobs.

Zhou Qiluo, the carefree pop icon.

Bai Qi, the police officer that makes you feel safe.

Xu Mo, the genius scientist,

as smart as he is sensitive,

and Li Zeyan, the successful CEO.

Oh Li Zeyan, you can be the lord of my world any day.

Wait, why is he pulling a gun on me?

Wow, dating simulators are intense.

Which I'm obviously just discovering

because I've never played one before.

Did I mention each of these guys has super power?

This game, Love and Producer,

"has accumulated more than 2 million daily active users

since its launch in December,

with the overwhelming majority

being females in their early 20s."

Of course winning in love isn't easy.

You see, in the game,

men are attracted to purple diamonds.

Just like in real life.

So if you want to go on a date with

one of these eligible bachelors,

you need to give them

one of your purple diamonds.

You can get them either by completing in-game missions,

which is hard—

or, the much easier way,

using real money to buy them.

And Chinese women have spent around 32 million dollars on it.

It's hard to underscore

just how successful this game has been with Chinese women.

But perhaps this will give you an idea.

Fans of my favorite character,

Li Zeyan,

who has the superpower to freeze time,

in case you were wondering—

well, his fans spent almost 40 thousand dollars

to have this happy birthday message

written on the side of a skyscraper in Shenzhen.

That's a wonderful gift.

For the people who created the dating simulator.

So what do you think of the obsession

with Love and Producer?

Leave your comments below.

Thanks for watching this episode of China Uncensored.

Once again I'm your host Chris Chappell,

see you next time.

Let me guess,

you think that app should have the option

to give a purple diamond

to a fun-loving TV host from New York, right?

Well if you want more of me,

head over to ChinaUncensored.tv,

where you can see all our episodes,

including ones you won't see on YouTube.

Once again that's ChinaUncensored.tv.

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Katsuko Saruhashi - History and Facts of Japanese Geochemist and Feminist Katsuko Saruhashi. - Duration: 3:04.

The present Google Doodle observes Japanese geochemist Katsuko Saruhashi, whose exploration

uncovered the guileful spread of radioactive aftermath from the US atomic proving ground

in the Pacific.

In the event that she were as yet alive, today would have been her 98th birthday celebration.

In 1957, Saruhashi turned into the main lady to get a PhD in science in Japan.

Her work concentrated on estimating the particles in seawater — like carbon dioxide, oxygen,

and furthermore radioactive atoms like cesium-137.

Only twelve years previously she got her PhD, the United States dropped nuclear bombs that

crushed the urban areas of Hiroshima and Nagaski, and the US kept on releasing a downpour of

radioactive aftermath in the Pacific as it tried greater and greater bombs.

By 1958, the US had detonated 67 atomic gadgets around the Marshall Islands — leaving a

long inheritance of pollution behind.

Saruhashi worked at the Central Meteorological Observatory in Tokyo to grow more touchy techniques

for estimating radioactive aftermath.

It was a testing errand, says Toshihiro Higuchi, a student of history at Georgetown University

and master on Cold War science.

"The measure of aftermath that we are discussing is extremely small, and after that we are

discussing the tremendous sea," he says.

Saruhashi and her associates found that aftermath didn't scatter uniformly in the sea.

The centralizations of radioactive cesium close Japan, for instance, were considerably

higher than the focuses along the west shore of the US.

The group suggested that the abnormal states were on account of Japan is downstream of

the Pacific atomic proving ground.

In any case, others speculated that the estimations may be off, Higuchi says.

"There was a contention over her contention that the radioactive aftermath in seawater

was more than what they used to think."

To settle the question, the US Atomic Energy Commission financed a lab swap.

Saruhashi took a six month time away from her work at the Central Meteorological Observatory

in Japan, and went to Scripps Institute of Oceanography.

There, she and oceanographer Ted Folsom looked at their strategies and found that Saruhashi's

strategy was right on the money: the two groups' techniques created relatively indistinguishable

outcomes.

Saruhashi attempted to help female researchers, and in 1958 helped to establish the Society

of Japanese Women Scientists, which pushed for atomic demobilization and peace.

"She was extremely aware of the social duty of researchers by and large," Higuchi says.

Saruhashi kicked the bucket in 2007.

In any case, she deserted a heritage of logical research, including a honor called the Saruhashi

Prize for top characteristic researchers who are ladies.

"She was a pioneer," Higuchi says.

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