>> WE'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUR WIFE
AND THE THOUGHT THAT YOU -- YOU
DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE TO LOAD
HER WITH THINGS, YOU WANT TO BE
ABLE TO GIVE BACK THE LOVE, AND
IT SOUNDS LIKE THE STRENGTH THAT
SHE GAVE YOU.
WHAT'S SOMETHING IN YOUR MIND
THAT WE REFLECT ON WHEN YOU TALK
ABOUT THAT?
>> I MEAN, JUST -- JUST THE FACT
THAT SOMEBODY CAN BE DOWN WITH
YOU FOR 20 YEARS.
YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING, THAT'S
REAL LOVE.
REAL FRIENDSHIP.
AND WE'VE REALLY BEEN TOGETHER
SINCE WE WERE KIDS, WE WATCHED
EACH OTHER GROW AND EVOLVE LIKE
EVEN THE FIRST TIME I EVER GOT A
REAL JOB IN RADIO, I DIDN'T EVEN
HAVE A LICENSE AT THE TIME, SHE
DROVE ME DOWN TO THE RADIO
STATION WHEN I WAS THERE, AND I
FILLED OUT AN APPLICATION TO BE
IN THE PROMOTIONS DEPARTMENT OR
SOMETHING LIKE THAT, IT'S JUST
LIKE -- YOU KNOW, FOR ME.
EVERYTHING I WASN'T -- YOU KNOW,
FOR YEARS.
I WANT TO BE THAT TIMES TEN NOW.
>> DO YOU FEEL DESERVING OF THE
LOVE THAT SHE GIVES YOU?
>> NO.
ABSOLUTELY NOT.
NOT EVEN -- NOT EVEN REMOTELY.
I FEEL LIKE THAT -- I'VE BEEN
FEELING LIKE THAT LATELY,
THOUGH.
ABOUT THIS -- A LOT OF STUFF IN
GENERAL.
>> NOT DESERVING?
>> YEAH.
LIKE OUR -- WHY.
I QUESTION MYSELF OFTEN LIKE
WHY?
WHY ME, WHY AM I IN THIS
POSITION?
YOU KNOW, WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO
ME.
I THINK ABOUT MY MOM, MY MOM
MADE -- THE MOST SHE TOLD ME SHE
MADE WAS $30,000 A YEAR AS A
SCHOOLTEACHER.
A SCHOOLTEACHER IN SOUTH
CAROLINA, THE PERSON YOU ENTRUST
YOUR KIDS WITH EVERY DAY.
THAT'S SUPPOSED TO HELP EVOLVE
YOUR KIDS WHEN IT COMES TO
EDUCATION, $30,000.
WHAT DO I REALLY DO?
I -- I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THAT
OFTEN.
I'M NOT DESERVING OF ANY OF THE
LOVE, HONESTLY, TRUTH BE TOLD.
I'M NOT ONE OF THESE PEOPLE THAT
SAYS, YOU GOT TO LOVE ME.
I KNOW WHY YOU LOVE ME, TRUST
ME, I DON'T.
I'LL BE LOOKING AROUND SOMETIMES
LIKE WHY?
MAYBE I'M JUST MORE COMFORTABLE
WITH THE HATE, SO TO SPEAK.
LIKE LOVE IS AN ACHILLES HEAL
FOR ME.
THAT CAN DISARM ME NAST.
TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, NO, I
DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M DESERVING.
>> YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE YOU'RE
DESERVING OF A LOT OF THINGS.
ON THE CONTRARY, WHAT DO YOU
THINK YOU DESERVE?
>> I DON'T KNOW.
THAT'S THE GREAT QUESTION.
I'M JUST SAYING I QUESTION IT
ALL, WHY I'M GETTING THE SUPPORT
I DO.
WHY I GET THE LOVE I DO.
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE CERTAIN
THINGS ARE BIGGER THAN ME.
LIKE EVEN IN THIS MOMENT RIGHT
NOW.
I DON'T -- IT FEELS LIKE AN OUT
OF BODY EXPERIENCE TO BE HONEST
WITH YOU.
SO IT'S LIKE --
>> THIS MOMENT WE'RE HAVING
HERE?
>> YEAH.
>> ABSOLUTELY.
>> 100%.
BUT THIS IS JUST -- THIS IS --
THESE ARE THINGS I QUESTION
MYSELF ABOUT, I CONSTANTLY
QUESTION, WHAT AM I HERE FOR?
WHAT AM I ULTIMATELY DOING AT
THE END OF THE DAY?
I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT
DOESN'T HAVE PURPOSE.
SO MAYBE THAT'S -- MAYBE THAT'S
WHAT IT IS, MAYBE I FEEL LIKE
I'VE BEEN DOING THINGS WITH NO
PURPOSE FOR A LONG TIME.
>> BUT YOU HAVE DESCRIBED
ALREADY DURING THE SESSION THAT
YOU HAVE HELPED PROPEL CAREERS
FOR BLACK WOMEN OR YOU'RE
SUPPORTING THEM.
SO I'M NOT SEEING WHAT YOU'RE
SAYING --
>> I DON'T THINK ABOUT THAT,
THOUGH.
THAT'S NOT SOMETHING I -- I'M
NOT INTENTIONAL WITH THAT, I
DON'T SIT THERE AND WRITE THAT
DOWN, I NEED TO BE REWARDED FOR
THAT.
I DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, I'M
SUPPOSED TO BE DOING.
YOU KNOW, IT'S JUST LIKE, IT'S
LIKE APPLAUDING THE MAN FOR
SAYING, I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS.
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO.
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TAKE CARE OF
YOUR PEOPLE.
I LIKE TO THROW MORE ASSISTS
THAN SCORE POINTS.
>> THAT'S ALSO SOMETHING THAT
EVERYONE DOESN'T DO.
THROWING ALL THESE ASSISTS TO
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