No.
None of us, not from my side.
Neither from his father's side.
Didn't hear or see.
Maybe my elder son can say something.
From when did you notice this?
Yesterday was Wednesday, from then...
Anything before?
He's been saying the same thing from a long time now.
Get father's shawl out. I am very cold.
Very very cold.
And what is his age?
Age would be, about then.
Would be just 27.
As I have understood, no one in the family has any past history.
He is the first.
Wanting a shawl in this summer month, I cannot.
Except for that, he's been very quiet for the last few days too.
Shubho was very talented. Could draw well.
How long has it been since he's graduated?
About 4 years.
Yes must be something like that.
Tried for about 2 years in my office.
That failed.
I see. Did he do politics or something?
No no, I don't.
Love affairs?
Maybe that was one problem, you know.
One day he.
Mother, look who has come.
That's fine fine.
Come dear, come inside.
The room is very dirty.
Then clean it.
Fine, let that be now.
Let's go meet Shubhobroto first.
Shubhobroto? Shubhobroto?
Shubho?
How are you now?
Will you not tell me your problems/
Here, look.
At times he sits like this for hours.
Won't eat or anything.
Shubhobroto?
Shubhobroto?
Do you want to say something?
What time is it?
Did you not the bell ring 9?
Listen Shubho.
He has drifted far.
Like I was telling you about travelling.
This is Paranoia.
Mentally unstable people feel..
..that they are running through loops of imaginary problems, all the time.
So they are physically afraid.
They sit for hours holding on to something.
And when they cannot bear it anymore, they break out.
Mother! They are escaping!
Escaping! Catch them quick!
Running again! Gone!
My dear! Son? What? What is it?
The medicines I have given don't think will work much.
You don't get any specialized drugs here.
Will have to get from abroad.
What do you think Dr. Sen?
Very complicated. I have started to deconstruct.
Will see after the medication. Maybe some injections too.
And then. - Then?
There's always shock treatment.
But I don't believe in that.
But no other option if the medication cannot help.
You say the shock treatment is not good?
No, not that.
What happens in this is,..
..there may be improvement, but if not it makes matters worse.
Mother.
I cannot sleep!
Mother! I want to sleep!
Mother!
I cannot sleep!
How long will I stay awake?
You get one man after another, and say that all of them are doctors.
So many doctors!
So many medicines.
But I cannot sleep! Not at all.
Tell me, what now?
Will you take my interview?
What do you'll do?
All of you'll are doctors?
And know medicine?
Alright, I will give the interview.
My name is Shubhobroto Chatterjee.
Shubhobroto Chatterjee, B.Sc Cal.
What did you say?
The name of the Prime Minister of India?
I know but I won't tell.
Yes yes, Netherland, Lapland, I know it all.
UN and all.
But I won't tell, why will I?
Will you give me a job? I know you won't.
You cannot.
Only backdoor entry.
No no, I don't know any rich people.
No no, no ministers, nothing.
I know only mother. And Nita, I know.
No no, I don't draw, that's all rubbish.
Useless.
I feel very cold.
What are you muttering? Son?
Did you not have your medicine?
Wait, I'm coming.
Where are you going?
Shubho is still up, just going to check on him.
What did you say the servant was doing?
Not servant, I'm going to Shubho's room.
All servants create a menace.
Not one of them is good.
Here, have some water.
I did.
Where?
You just did.
That was the medicine.
I had water.
Alright.
Mother? - What?
Nita's picture is fading.
That's fine, you sleep now.
Will you tell me the story of the sheep?
The white sheep? There are many eh?
50, 60, 70, 100... - Yes.
Count them all and you will fall asleep.
I cannot count, mother.
Hurts my head.
Then let it be, just try to sleep dear.
Mother? - What is it?
Have you ever gone mad?
Shut up. No one is mad here.
My good boy, just try to sleep.
I too want to go to Kashmir, like Nita.
Nita had told me that she wants to go to Kashmir.
Alright.
I will tell son to take you.
No no, I will never go to brother's office. Never.
Okay.
Let that be.
Yes yes.
Nita, don't move. Can you not move for a bit?
So restless. No patience.
See now, when I get a job we will go straight to Kashmir.
No gentlemen left in Kolkata.
All crowd and quarrels and all here.
All people are like questions.
Only problems and more problems.
Subhash Mukherjee's line from the poem eh?
You are the face of my revolt.
I tried so hard but I could not remember it till now.
From where?
Not far. Kolkata.
What else then, I too am in Kolkata.
At Kolkata 700 026.
No money.
When I was small, I could trick into not buying tickets.
Would go very far.
To see Mohan Bagan matches.
Cannot do that now.
Do mine please.
But sir you have a lot of dues.
Oh, let me finish first. Only dues!
Give me a cigarette.
My brother scolds me for it.
Brother scolds? Then why do you listen?
Now tell me, how much?
13 rupees and 60 paise.
Counting that day.
Okay, 13.60. Now give me a cigarette.
Just give me a packet and then add and tell me the total.
Why do you take so much time to understand all of this?
Give it now.
What sir? - Oh I don't do unlucky 13!
Write down whatever it is, 15.20 and I'll do it later.
That's why you shouldn't loan to sirs like this! Huh!
Hey there, give me 2 rupees.
What, give me some.
Sir, I cannot give today.
Why so many beetle leaf but?
A wedding order. - Wow, whose wedding?
How does it affect me?
What? A man is going to die! You are making beetle leaves for him!
What do you mean you don't know?
Brother, cannot give anything today!
Oh you people!
Here, keep this packet.
Give it in the wedding.
How much is it now, 1 rupee something. - 1.60 now.
Give me 1.50 and 10 paise your profit.
Just this time.
So be it.
You and the Birla's have much power.
The brains you have,..
..if you were born in a rich family, you would be another Tata or Birla.
Understand?
Why so late?
Didn't I ask you to take a taxi? I would pay the fare.
Better to get me a packet of cigarettes.
Yes sure.
Shadhan! Shadhan!
Come here.
Which one?
Captain? No no Gold Flake.
See if he can get Gold Flake. The plain one, not filtered.
Shadhan!
What is it, no tea today?
I just put it on.
I cannot go do the groceries today.
Get some eggs from the shop nearby.
You are so gloomy after coming back from office.
What is it?
That bay has no worry at all.
That Shubho.
He was doing good.
What happened?
Shubho has passed his qualifiers.
Oh my, is it? The results are out?
Yes, coming back with it.
He passed well then. Why are you upset then?
You don't understand mother, what use of it?
Will he get a job anywhere?
And if he wants to study M.Sc..
..I will tell him clearly that I cannot do more.
He should see on his own.
Saying it so easily?
Like Shubho has made some error.
It is a crime. What else?
You have passed, so won't you celebrate?
Celebrate?
I just had a note in my pocket for bus fare.
That too turned out to not work.
Alright, let me pay for you today.
How can that be?
Why not? It surely can.
I only knew that one can save for another. But spend?
Proxy in spending too? That will be great.
I can.
That's great then. What do you wish to do?
Do you want to go to a disco? Disco?
Disco? - Yes, a Disco.
At the Park Hotel. Will you come?
Can you dance?
Dance?
What? No no, none of that.
Fine fine, atleast you can move to a beat?
Move to a beat?
Oh just come.
No no, listen, can we just go to the balcony?
Balcony? - Yes?
You can play the piano and I can listen to it?
Piano? - Alright, no then.
Do you have no sweet shop nearby?
I mean, we could have some sweets and then and go to the terrace and.
Terrace? - Yes, and hang out there.
Oh stop. Come and you'll see it will be fantastic!
I want a brandy, you?
No no, I don't drink.
Oh please, have it today.
Bearer listen, a whiskey for the gentleman and brandy for me.
Water or Soda? - Soda.
Don't drink it so quickly.
The place is great.
Don't you feel like dancing?
You will get nothing here, go.
Wait.
What did you just do? Gave him a full 1 rupee?
Don't encourage them like this.
These must be your father's words?
Anyway. Don't say it like that. Not nice.
What do you mean?
I mean, that you spent so much on dancing and drinking.
Let me see what are you smelling of, rascal!
Whiskey!
How dare you come home drunk!
Take care of yourself from tomorrow.
Gone mad after passing eh?
Oh daughter-in-law, someone going to the village?
Tell them to get me some Pulses and Misri.
So are you going to buy that land then?
Yes, the prices are good.
What happened of that interview with Jaya?
You did something?
Yes, something and nothing. All gone.
I had them lined up before the exams.
Have been to 5 interviews already.
The same thing, no job here and no job there and no job anywhere!
Just like Sukumar Rai's poem.
You are over qualified for this job Mr. Shubhobroto Chatterjee.
Beside, the atmosphere of this warehouse will not suit you.
Can I say something? - Yes.
In all places you are either over-qualified or under-qualified.
Is it not?
I will go now.
And what is it?
Tell me, what?
What is it?
Saw that an. And the big blade, gone through him.
His hand. Gone. Cut through. Right hand.
Right hand? - Yes.
He has been working there for 11 years!
And he has no accident coverage.
No insurance. Nothing.
Do you know what he'll get in return of his right hand?
Whatever you may say, we cannot go beyond our rules.
And he will get some compensation.
800 rupees. Yes, 800.
800 rupees!
And then also, the accident was because of him.
And we are very sorry for it.
But you cannot blame the whole company for it.
The hospital charges will be looked over by the company.
The hands. It is everything to a worker.
His right hand.
And its worth, 800 rupees.
Only 800.
Shut up now, you are just too excited.
I, I ... feel so frustrated sometimes.
Want to break stuff around me.
What will you have?
I may have.
Right hand. A man's right and.
Do you know how to sing? - No.
Never sang?
Had no time.
Do you know? - No.
Never tried?
I did get time, but couldn't.
"I heard it at the shores of the sea."
"Amidst the crashing waves."
"I have seen her walk paths."
"The beauty of all infinity."
"The beauty of all infinity."
"But I could never say it."
"Never say it out loud."
"But it is there all around."
"Hidden in sweet secrecy."
"And that is the truth in me."
"Hidden within me."
"Asking me about me."
"She wants to know about me."
"I have seen her walk paths."
"The beauty of all infinity."
"The beauty of all infinity."
"The words mix with the tunes."
"I will spread it so."
"I'm my dreams it is there."
"Spread all around."
"It speaks to me softly."
"That it will fill me up."
"Like blooming flowers in spring."
"It will gleefully sway with the winds."
"And will fall on me in Autumn."
"And go as softly it came."
"And in my dreams only."
"It will float about in the skies."
"With pain in its movement."
"It will paint the skies colorful."
"And you will see it too."
"Like bright light in your eyes."
"I heard it at the shores of the sea."
"Amidst the crashing waves."
"I have seen her walk paths."
"The beauty of all infinity."
"The beauty of all infinity."
What I think. Let it be.
After Rabindranath Tagore, nothing else will do.
Then what?
Wait!
I will just fix it!
But it seems all fake now.
Like a magician came and waved his wand.
And then you have the song and dance of angels.
Where is my city in all of this?
The lines at the ration shop,
the crowded markets, crowds and protests. Where is it all?
Must rise high.
What?
Let it be, I have a headache.
You want to hear music?
But you just said that you have a headache?
Headache?
Yes, but I have it from the morning.
So I thought I could come to a house like yours.
What do you mean a house like mine?
Meaning a happy home with a good gramophone.
So I thought if I heard some music then.
Then the headache would go? - Yes.
Can that be? - Why?
You have come to the place which has many headaches.
Don't you know the headaches f this house?
I know.
Of white money, black money, income tax.
Did something happen today morning? Or some interview?
No no, nothing like that.
Do you know what happened today morning?
Suddenly!
Hurry now.
My bag! Where is my bag! Thief!
I've been pick-pocketed! Stop, stop! Hey!
No no, I didn't take it, no no.
No no no, I didn't take it.
Thank you brother, thank you.
Animals all of them.
I saw the man who did.
What use, you would be beat up too.
But will they?
I have had 2 strokes already.
But I still have to come out.
No other option brother.
I tried to help. Had only 7 rupees.
I got it from that wallet.
But can you save someone with 7 rupees?
The doctor came and said so many things.
I didn't get anything!
Another wallet would do eh?
Huh, what if I got caught?
But atleast one man less to suffer..
..on this earth, what do you say?
My father was a waste picker.
Did good.
Wow, it seems like all this is happening to you just.
Yes, that's what I felt too.
Amazing events. In front of my eyes.
It's all normal. But if you really think about it deeply then.
Don't think. Don't do this.
Shall I keep quiet then?
Best to be deaf like grandma.
No no.
That won't do.
I mean, I would still have my eyes.
I feel enraged to see all this.
Anyone would. - Right?
But if everyone did see like me, then would everyone not feel like me?
An unknown pain within?
A restlessness?
Should be so.
That's the mistake.
The difference between what should be and what is.
If you knew.
Told you so many times. To get some fish! Some fish!
Just had vegetarian for the past few days.
Now what else to do!
I cannot bear this anymore.
"Raging sea, scorching heated desert, dense jungle foliage."
"We will have to fight them, through thick and thin."
"Soldiers be aware."
"Raging sea, scorching heated desert, dense jungle foliage."
"We will have to fight them, through thick and thin."
"Soldiers be aware."
I cannot!
Cannot be done!
"If you forget yourself, you have forgotten your path too."
"There is no aim to follow."
"Life has no purpose."
"All you youth be aware."
"The future is calling you."
I cannot do this anymore.
"Raging sea, scorching heated desert, dense jungle foliage."
One house to look after, what more do you'll want?
"Soldiers be aware."
For some money, I would say then to.
I cannot support this family anymore.
How can one bear this?
A boy, who has passed out long ago.
No job yet. Doesn't even try!
Year after year he just sits at home. He draws!
Like drawing will do it all!
Huh, my foot!
And the other boy is working..
..and supporting the whole family by himself.
You know many people eh?
You can do something for him no?
I cannot pay for the electricity.
You'll see when they cut off the supply!
But we still have to go to the wedding!
What will happen if we go empty handed?
Rubbish!
"Raging sea, scorching heated desert, dense jungle foliage."
"We will have to fight them, through thick and thin."
It's not possible.
It is just not possible.
A full grown up boy.
Sits at home all day and has food only!
Like it is all upto me!
What have I ever done for myself? What?
What is this? The meaning of this?
What have you done?
What is this? Who did?
I just kept all the change here, and it's gone now?
Who took it? Who did?
This will not be tolerated in this house!
Mother, what is it?
Mother, who took the money?
I didn't say anything, just asked to get some coriander.
Leave all that.
Who took it? Who did?
Why this screaming early in the morning?
I just kept the money here for a second..
..and come back to find the money gone!
Just kept it here. And now it's gone!
Shubho, I didn't say anything son.
Just some coriander. - What is it?
It cannot be! I cannot get you big fish to cook everyday!
My son, I had just asked to get some coriander.
Oh stop now. Coriander!
Who took it? Who did?
No one else is here! - Oh mother, what is this!
Just let it be, some money only.
No no, I will not let it go.
Son.
Son, Anil had come yesterday.
Let me see, where did you keep it.
Move now, let me check. - I have nothing, no no.
Move now, let me check! - Mother let it be, what is this!
No I won't, let it go!
I said I don't have it!
Leave it I said, let it be!
What, did you see? Did you'll see that?
Did I not say so?
You ask and we give when we can.
And you want to steal on top of this?
What now, what to do?
What do you need so much money for, old woman?
Me? I too am a human. I may have some needs too.
I have no beetle leaf. I am feeling sick without it.
I thought I would get some Mouri for myself.
But the way you all are behaving!
Shut up! All of you! Quiet!
What now?
Do you know where you can get more money from?
From better opportunity.
Why so, can you tell me?
Why is it a cut throat world?
Why not healthy competition?
The difference of money can be dealt with later.
But why a difference in opportunity.
Those who have, have a lot. And will keep so.
And those who don't will have nothing. At all. Why!
Atleast some opportunity.
I broke the safe today.
Are you saying so looking at all this money?
No no, you cannot even imagine what it feels like.
Sorry, I'm talking like an idiot.
But what is it? - I don't even know what.
I may also not know what real poverty is.
Maybe for one good meal, a whole family is starving.
The city's footpaths have a son and mother,..
..that could eat a meal and be alive with just one coin.
No, what rubbish am I speaking!
Tell me Shubho, do you think you need some money?
Like a loan maybe?
No.
Then?
I need opportunity.
A given opportunity?
No, an opportunity made.
I can give you some money.
Make an opportunity out of it.
That's all rubbish talk.
I am not thinking or talking about myself.
Not just yourself? - No.
How many Nita's do you have for the million Shubho's in this city?
And how many Nita's can help Shubho's?
Or can they? Give some opportunity?
Let's go out please? - But why?
You seem to be becoming dull.
What do you mean?
Changing? Like an animal?
Or was an animal and is changing into human? Which one?
Are you a communist?
Communist?
No, I don't have it in me.
You were talking about that but.
I don't know what I was saying.
But I do. - What?
What you mean to say, you cannot.
"If you know what is wrong in the world."
"What is right and wrong."
"Then why don't you break the flow?"
"The gentleman's craze rules the society."
"Can be broken with the revolt of the commoners."
"Why don't you fight for it?"
"Why don't you fight against the wrong?"
'You must not be a true soldier then."
"Then why not be motivated?"
We are announcing again.
That anyhow and anyway.
We will revolt and overthrow them!
We will get monetary aid in all sectors.
All sectors will have increased job opportunities.
And this is our main concern. Just like always.
And will be so.
Thus. To curb food shortages and poverty,..
..we will have to work together.
What? What? What are you saying?
Say it in every house, I cannot hear.
You seem to have fallen deep in love with your communist friend.
What is his name? - Oh shut up.
All evening, just him.
What is the matter?
Why are you jealous?
We have no love or anything.
No there isn't, thankfully.
Then what worry? - There is.
Some things seem good only as a conversation dear.
But when you match it to life, it is difficult.
What do you mean?
The type of person you are.
The way you have been brought up.
You maybe able to give up your expensive habits, but can you really?
Talking about earning money?
It's a serious disease, more than cancer.
We are all affected and will be.
Tell your friend that there's no escaping it.
We may nod to a few lectures against it, and agree too.
But cannot do without it. Ultimately. We cannot.
Understand?
Oh my, unbearable. When will I be free?
I am sick.
Let me go, doctor.
You just thought so and you came to me?
I have a pain in my head.
Pain? - Yes?
You cannot just say it, you need an X-Ray.
Oh, that will take a lot of money eh?
What?
To understand what is wrong with me,
it will take a lot of money, yes?
You have tension. You need to take some tranquilizers.
What is your name?
Shubhobroto Chatterjee.
Shubhobroto Chatterjee.
How long have you been feeling this uneasiness for?
How long?
How long would be right?
From my childhood.
I was fine then. All was good.
But now.
Tell me, do you know that everyone is fine?
It is all as it should be?
What do you do?
Nothing. - What?
Nothing. I used to draw before.
Draw? I see.
What type did you draw? Liked to?
Of man.
Sick people.
And blood sucking animals.
And can you sleep at night? - No.
No.
Sleep? At night? - Yes.
About day and night? - Yes.
The days are turning into nights, eh?
Why else is there so much pollution,..
..black money, robbery and murders?
Listen, listen, try to avoid excitement.
I have written you a prescription, please follow it.
Here you go.
Doctor, but I have.
At your age, I too had many dreams.
And with age I understood,..
..that dreams are nothing but some prescriptions for vitamins from God.
Just a sort of vitamins.
That you love me so much, why didn't you tell me before Nita?
That you love me so much, why didn't you tell me before, Shubho?
Can you give me a safety pin? A safety pin?
But why? - My shoe tore.
Oh.
I don't know what's wrong. No sleep.
Why, you can't sleep at night?
Hey, what's the date today?
7th. Why?
I have an interview at my brother's office you know.
Let's see what happens.
The job your brother kept insisting for?
Brother is trying a lot.
But just that won't do.
Tell me, does no one in your family tell you anything?
That I come and go at odd times?
You come out too.
My house is not like that.
And then.
Then what?
Let it be.
Not now.
Some other day.
You never came to my house.
If you don't take me, whose fault is that tell me?
Mother! Look who has come.
That's fine fine.
Come in dear.
Your room is very dirty.
Then clean it.
No no, I don't get it.
You have a weird dream and then just understood that the girl loves you?
And then go to her in the morning and tell her that you are in love?
Oh, that's not it. - Then?
The dream.
Blame it all on the dream.
Why, a dream is a dream, what blame in that?
You won't understand.
In the dream,..
..Nita was calm and dignified and that she saved me.
And that beautiful picture. I remember it clearly.
She is holding me by the hand and we are ascending.
A sense of care and understanding.
An eternal expression.
Very pleasing.
Gives a sense of security.
After I woke up, it felt so empty.
My heart craved for her.
And this was the first time, you know.
These were my first feelings for Nita.
Who knows.
I never heard of a love like this in a story or movie.
A love that starts from a dream.
The boy has no job, yes? - Yes.
Dreaming of the future?
I will introduce him to you.
You will like him, father.
Aunty? Oh aunty?
Why are you screaming? - Ask for some tea.
Getting prepared.
Oh my my, such a tiring day.
Aunty, tea.
Where from?
I don't want to talk to a useless boy like you.
What?
Meaning, that I am not jobless anymore.
What is this?
This is my job!
We have a mad professor in our area.
Who knows whether they threw him out or he left his job.
And today during the morning walk he said to me.
Hey boy, you are jobless eh?
Will you do me a favor?
I asked him what?
With style you know.
A questionnaire.
Meaning a list of questions.
And I have to get the answers from different people in all the city.
Meaning interview. - Interview?
He will take the answers and go to Delhi or the heavens, who knows.
But I will get 50 rupees per day. Yes!
Listen now, very interesting.
Like I will explain.
In my previous married life, life was very slow.
Now even me, I have had to become more fast.
From the morning, I get up, cook, do the house work, take my boy to school.
And then bring him back.
We have to work in the house and outside too.
The change is here.
And in a happy family life, monetary security and peace is both needed.
Do you work in a government or private job?
Yes, private job.
And your experience at work?
Experience would sum up to frustration just.
Discipline, co ordination lack of it all.
Like in this Beauracratic set up.
There is no scope for improvement.
Are you satisfied with your work and position?
No no, not at all.
You want your children to have good education.
To go to a good school and college.
Or you need to take advice from a doctor about your wife's illness.
But you are returned with a big 'no'.
What would you feel as a common man?
Feelings?
Lot of pain and sadness.
I am of this nation.
And from small I have been dealing with these 'No's and have grown.
So the fight to make a 'no' into 'yes', it will have to be continued.
No electricity, kerosene or water, bad rice from the ration,..
..enraged markets and populated daily travelling.
And if you come late from work, you walk in terror.
About these matters, have you thought of anything except..
..for writing letters to the papers?
See, I think even to find a solution to a small problem,..
..is not outside politics.
You can open the papers and see that all ministers..
..have long speeches to win the crowd.
But the country is only degrading.
Do you think that all ideals have left politics?
It is only the fight for power and groupism?
Are you a victim of all this?
See, firstly, I don't read the papers.
And secondly, I don't do any politics or even like it.
But there is no doubt that the country is degrading.
For there are fights between gangs always.
And all the fights are for money and funds.
So there is turmoil. There will be.
In 10 years' time, no one will be without a job.
But you yourself have been without a job for 5 or 7 years now.
And you are educationally well and are of good health.
And not that you have no will or haven't tried.
So then do you not have a job because you lack skill or something?
So then according to you have we all lost the characteristic of honesty?
And from our lives?
Well, being a boy from West Bengal, I can say that it is related to skill.
And I have been unemployed for a few years now,..
..so I would say I have no special skills.
And what else? Honesty yes.
Honesty eh?
Well, I would say that I have the honesty it takes to get a job.
And not just that, I believe in it in my life too.
And it vexes me too.
Because a lot of people get VIP treatment..
..for they become the boss's pets and get the job.
Or they boss over people in the locality..
..to win political party favors.
And they are the ones who get the jobs.
Do you see you life and all the pain reflected..
..in movies and art and culture now?
Or are they all escapist and dream-like stories?
Well, the later can be found in all ages and eras I would say.
And maybe, it is good to escape sometimes also.
But it's not true that Bengali art and culture..
..and literature, prose and poetry, all of it lack the touch of realism.
But yes, it is true that it shows us no right path to follow through.
Give no solution to those problems.
That is right.
What did you say? Cultural Revolution?
Intellectual Rebellion?
No sir, in this country from the time of Michael Madhusudan.
Whoever so has tried to say or do something, they have been denied that.
They have not been allowed to write it,..
..or draw it or even sing it out loud.
"Why did they not let me in."
"I still don't understand."
"Why did they not let me in."
"I still don't understand."
"This is beyond meaning and logic to me."
"This is beyond meaning and logic to me."
"And even when everyone knows it all."
"No one does nothing about it."
"Why did they not let me in."
"I still don't understand."
"In search for some little hope."
"I have roamed all along."
"In search for some little hope."
"I have roamed all along."
"Laze and materialistic pleasure has washed all."
"Laze and materialistic pleasure has washed all."
"To search for love I have roamed many cities."
"Sang songs to find what I seek."
"To search for love I have roamed many cities."
"Sang songs to find what I seek."
"Met so many people throughout."
"And this is what I want to tell you all."
"And this is what I want to tell you all."
"No one does nothing about it."
"Why did they not let me in."
"I still don't understand."
"I still don't understand."
"I still don't understand."
Hey!
Hey Shubho, what's wrong?
Hey, what's wrong, what is it?
No. Nothing.
Shubho wait, Shubho listen, please wait.
Leave me.
Shubho! Shubho!
What is this, where are you going?
Hey you!
Hey you!
No, no. It's ok.
What do you think you are doing?
What do you think of yourselves?
What is the meaning of this?
Of all of this?
So many people waiting for some just opportunity.
And you all are just?
What is the meaning of all this? What do you think you are doing?
What do you think of yourselves?
What is the meaning of this? Is this a hospital? A hospital?
What are you screaming this here for?
Go scream where it will make a difference. Go.
What? What do you mean by that?
People will suffer outside and you'll won't even move a muscle?
All those people will die.
And you all...you...you...
You are a young man, a doctor...
And you will not say anything! You will stay quiet!
So, what has happened?
What has happened!
Go to the balcony and see it.
You all... You all should be shot to death!
Stop! Go from here. This is not a mental hospital.
What! What did you just say!
What did you just say!
Shubho, had I knew this, I would not have brought you here.
You stop!
They have left you in this condition..
..and you have come to see them?
If I had my way,..
..I would have shot and killed them.
Come with me.
Are you new in this country?
They all left, Mother.
Leaving it all behind.
And you let it happen to the balcony, mother.
You let it happen, did nothing.
Why mother, why do they stay quiet?
Why mother, why do they not say or do anything?
I am in a lot of pain mother.
My head is hurting very much.
We will have much to see.
My Rampyari is a good kid.
Listen to me dear.
Don't be like this, don't.
Here you go.
Show your trick my dear.
Agree to it, don't be rude.
Don't be rude dear, there!
You are my characters.
The leaders of history.
The foremost.
And leaders cannot be built without tragedy.
Tell me, can it be so?
Thus, no marriage for you.
Family plan? Absurd.
No job no nothing. No opportunity.
It will remain a dream only.
But yes, I give you one guarantee.
Yes. My promise.
Let's see who can make you dance now.
Blood.
Monkey!
Do you know what blood is?
Bloodshed.
Many people have been run over by buses.
But not seen anyone set it on fire.
Neither me nor the bus.
What is the matter?
Why does everyone behave so neutral, tell me.
I get it.
There is the need for an organization for everything.
A group. And agenda.
You can only die in a disorganized way, eh?
Suicide.
No.
That's not possible either.
Everybody will find out.
What about that X-Ray, did you get it done?
Oh no no, I am fine, for the last few days I have been good.
Feel good. No headache or anything.
I drew a lot too.
Monkey.
Monkey?
Yes, monkey, people, bedroom and stuff.
Won't show me? - Yes yes, I will.
You know, we have to do an exhibition.
For the monkeys.
Like Sunil Das who became famous by drawing monkeys.
Same way, I too will be famous by drawing monkeys.
What then, you won't go out? - No.
Why?
Has your student gone out to see some movie?
No. - Then?
The boy's parents have gone out to fight a case.
A divorce.
And the boy, my student will give is testimony at court.
So not possible to study after all that. Mental strain.
I understand.
What a problem!
That little boy! And he has tests every week. And all month.
And has a mountain high booklist.
And the parents' divorcee on top of that.
To give a testimony.
After all this, what will the boy do when he grows up, tell me.
God knows.
The Phantom continues.
Our hero fights against evil. Punch after punch.
Those being punched have the symbol of the skull imprint on the hero's ring.
Phantom has no death.
Right.
Just late to take entry on stage.
What!
First I used to set my watch according to the news on the radio.
Now there is no need for that.
I set it to the power cuts now.
Exact timing.
Brother, if the student's parents divorce is settled, then.
The boy.
Will lose his mother, right?
What have you been drawing all this time?
A starving mother.
Madonna.
You can still see her hungry eyes in the darkness.
Grandma, my dear, come quickly. - What!
What!
No lights and on top of that Grandma!
Mother, you go and sit next to grandma.
I will come.
Brother! Hey brother!
If you don't get Mr. Basanta, then get any other doctor.
Get Mittir brother, okay?
He doesn't have many patients so he will be free now.
Understand?
Grandma?
Oh grandma?
Dreaming are you?
Sorry, then I won't disturb.
Have you gone to a good place?
Do you feel that this is the heaven that we have been wanting to have?
This is the place that you travel..
..to across the waves of the seas of all the skies?
It is the beauty of the infinite waves..
..that have turned into eternal blue clouds.
Or else, the other way around.
Both have been very close friends.
But when in the end, the whole body starts..
..to vibrate with a certain unknown energy.
There would be flashes of the blue sky,..
..while standing on the deck of a big boat on blue waters.
Maybe there would be a great mountain,..
..lost in the blue of the sky, going further away from the view.
The uncertain land strip that you can see faraway, fading now.
Like a poet's memory of writing a poem for the first time.
Enriched with the sweetness of his soul and thought.
And in those times, he would remember a heavy rainy night.
Amidst a restless rainfall,..
..in a dark room, the story of a boy living in sad poverty.
Apu? Are you well now?
Will you show me a rail carriage one day?
What is it?
What are you talking on like a mad man?
Really grandma, you are very considerate.
You didn't want to see the railways or even a bit of money.
Nothing.
Our country's mothers, grandmothers and aunties are so nice, mother.
There lives, whole lives of..
..50, 60 or 70 years.
Are all spent in the prayer rooms in front of Goddess Saraswati..
..and in the hot fumes of cooking in the kitchens.
They want to know nothing more or understand anything more.
They just turn from beautiful brides to old women,..
..in between unbearable dark power cuts.
Through all of this, they smile.
But still they.
Hey you?
I am not you, I have a name.
I know, that is what we looked up and have come to you for, sir.
Have come to check on the Voter's list.
In the dark?
You are all Chatterjee, yes?
Let me check, 1, 2, 3, 4... 10, 13,..
..you have 19 voters in the house?
19 votes then brother?
We have 4 people. Just surviving somehow.
How did you get 19 people?
That's fine sir. We will correct it.
Whether it be 4 or 19, you will vote for.
Will definitely give to Prasanta sir.
Nothing to clarify here.
You see brother, Prasanta sir. - That's fine. You may go,..
..my old grandmother is sick.
Not at this time. - Sick?
That old woman eh? What kind of sickness, brother?
Serious? - Yes, very serious.
Brother Gopal, put a mark next to the old woman's name.
We can vote on her behalf. - Enough!
I am saying that she is sick, very serious, and you'll are just!
Disgusting! Are you'll even human?
This is the fate of this glorious country.
These are the people who have taken control over the world.
Those who make you dream that they will take the nation..
..to the highest stand, amidst the clouds of glory!
Come come, sir, this way.
Shubho?
Shubho?
Come here.
Shubho? Come here Shubho.
Take his blessings.
Come on now, do it.
That's fine fine.
This doesn't happen now-a-days.
So, what do you do?
You paint?
What of that?
Rubbish.
Nothing. All that is just.
Alright.
Do a job and do it well.
That's will make you and out country progress.
Now that I have seen him.
Then nothing else will be a problem.
He is my only concern.
If I could do something for my brother. That's all.
What else.
To do something, is, umm, see, I have told you everything.
That's not only upto me.
But let's see what I can do.
Yes but. - Here you go. Please do count it sir.
Huh, 5 notes and you want me to count it.
People would give thousands.
No, I mean, I didn't say it like that.
I mean, please come.
Yes please.
Brother? Where did you get the money from?
How much?
I am asking you, how much money?
500. Mother's jewellery.
Brother, are you a pimp? - What.
You work in an office, so don't you take bribes?
Bribes you know, a backhander.
What rubbish are you saying!
Then when you cannot do it yourself, then why did you give it?
How would you know why,..
..if you did then you would have gotten yourself. - Stop there!
Let me tell you this brother.
I cannot do a job got by bribes.
What does it matter to you how it come.
There is, it does matter! - Meaning?
The line for Kerosene.
No one knows why. Not even you.
Grow up and you will know everything.
"Oh mother! Hey mother!"
"Durga! The one with ten hands all powerful."
"All images of Lakshmi and Saraswati, my goddess."
"Oh mother! Hey mother!"
"Durga! The one with ten hands all powerful."
"All images of Lakshmi and Saraswati, my goddess."
"Hey mother!"
"What was left was us."
"What was left was us multitudes of people coming to pray to you."
"Hey mother!"
"Lord Ganesh!"
"Lord Ganesh looks from above."
"and smiles at the game of money being played here."
"Sucking blood out of the poor,."
"the black market is getting stronger money funds."
"Lord Ganesh looks from above and smiles."
"at the game of money being played here."
"Sucking blood out of the poor,
"the black market is getting stronger money funds."
"Hey mother!"
"Demons now."
"The demons now are still here, preying on the weak."
"They are eating up the poor and taking all for themselves."
"The demons now are still here, preying on the weak."
"They are eating up the poor and taking all for themselves."
"Hey mother!"
"Hey mother!"
"I call for Mother."
"I call for Mother, oh the times before were better and just."
"Better days before when all would eat nicely from the poor houses even."
"I call for Mother."
"I call for Mother, oh the times before were better and just."
"Better days before when all would eat nicely from the poor houses even."
"Hey mother!"
"Hey mother!"
"The commoners survive somehow on a meal with rice and salt."
"The commoners."
"The commoners survive somehow on a meal with rice and salt."
"Now tell me Goddess Durga,."
"why does that have to have shares in the Black Market too?"
"The commoners survive somehow on a meal with rice and salt."
"Now tell me Goddess Durga,."
"why does that have to have shares in the Black Market too?"
"Hey mother!"
"Durga! The one with ten hands all powerful."
"All images of Lakshmi and Saraswati, my goddess."
"Hey mother!"
"Hey mother!"
"Hey mother!"
"Hey mother!"
Planning to die?
Why?
Did you kill someone?
Die without killing?
Why?
Can you tell me when Mr. Banerjee will come?
Mr. Banerjee? - Yes?
Brother Sachin? - Yes?
This man wants to meet Mr. Banerjee.
Namaste. - Namaste. Yes sit, tell me.
Has Mr. Banerjee come to.
What is your problem tell me,..
..you have been here since the morning, for the past few days too.
You were to take in a new boy in Clearance?
We have already done so, sir.
Already done? - Yes.
Monday is his joining.
Mr. Banerjee convinced the boss with joined hands,..
..to get his own nephew in.
Mr. Banerjee did it for his own nephew? - Yes!
Or else why would I tell you this sir?
But I have heard that he's an idiot.
Just gave his 10th somehow.
Oh sir? Shall I tell Mr. Banerjee something?
No. I will tell him myself.
What is the matter?
What do you'll want now?
Where is Mr. Banerjee?
Tell me, I am his son. What is it?
Call Mr. Banerjee. - He isn't home.
You are lying.
We just saw him, near the window. Moving the curtains to see us.
Listen, if you cannot tell me then please leave.
Don't disturb us like this.
It's about your father, that is why we don't want to.
Then don't tell me and just go home.
Mr. Banerjee tricked us and took 500 rupees from us.
He has cheated us.
Is that so? - Yes.
He was to get my brother a job.
Wait here, I will just come back.
Brother, let's go home.
The rains will come, let's go home.
No no, not now.
I requested you before too.
But then will they just?
Cheat us?
What were you saying?
Father cheated you and took 500 rupees eh?
Tell me now.
What happened?
Big talks!
"If I have any mistakes to admit."
"I will make peace with it."
"If I have any mistakes to admit."
"I will make peace with it."
Did you see that? Did you?
And you had a problem with the goons here?
This is their time.
See now?
Worked in a straight line.
Tell them to stop. They might just kill them!
Oh stop please.
You have no brains.
Now if I stop them, will I not become small?
I am not home now.
How can I believe you?
Any proof that you gave him the money?
I saw it through the window myself.
But you are his brother.
You may have a secret interest.
Your witness does not count. - What rubbish!
So what is going on now, does that make any difference?
Don't you dare scream, sit down please.
Kolkata can vouch for itself, and you for yourself. So me for me.
Proof? Thank god you didn't want it from God!
May I come in?
I had come.
Don't worry, but I told father.
Sit down.
Please do but.
We are very dirty.
Keep quiet! Please now.
Fine.
Now I will stay quiet.
You all talk.
You talk to your father.
Your father is very influential.
The city Kolkata knows his name.
He will have all the answers.
We will just be beaten up and watch and bear all in silence.
You know, I have increased respect for my brother now.
With that body, he still fought!
Just because he wouldn't give up to wrong, he still fought through!
No, there are still a few good people left in the world.
True humans.
But, but.
No physique.
These good people will be vanished very soon, Nita.
I want, want a tall man, strong and good built.
And what will they do?
They? They.
They will first fight a war. Battle in it.
Will crush the opposition.
Clear them all!
And then?
Then.
Then.
They will.
They will make a large group throughout the world,..
..spread wide across.
No differences only justice.
Then you will see, on that flat land of justice,..
..the sky will seem so much bigger.
It will be so easy to breathe.
Good fruit and flowers will bloom.
And little children will laugh around.
A good dream. - I know.
I am alive only in my dreams.
You too are my dream Nita, just a dream.
If the dream breaks, then.
If the dream breaks, then.
All around you will find only broken glass.
Broken glass and blood.
Mr. Banerjee stealing 500 rupees from good people.
People dying in hospitals without being medicated.
Yes yes, death! Death!
Do you know what death is Nita?
You don't. You don't know!
It's like I too am dead.
I am dead Nita.
We are all dead! We all are!
Go and see brother, Nita.
There's no one to come and see him.
Maybe he will have to lose an eye too.
I behaved like a blind man.
I never said anything before.
But I need to say, what is the use of being with a boy like that?
Do what you may but why are you destroying your practical senses Nitu?
The boy has brain-washed you good.
No.
You all want to do that and will carry to do so.
But you could not and will not either.
You all are losing father, I can see it clearly.
You have lost.
Sir, I am Shubhobroto.
Shubhobroto Chatterjee.
Shubhobroto Chatterjee?
Yes yes, I remember you now.
You didn't have a beard before!
You were in Saroj's batch eh?
Yes sir.
Why did you touch my feet then?
No one does so now.
Give me your bag.
Oh no no, let the bag be.
I haven't finished the grocery shopping.
Of course, even if I do, not much trouble in carrying the bag though.
The prices of things!
Come, let's take a walk.
So what do you do now? - Nothing sir.
What do you mean nothing?
Yes yes, I understand.
What times are these eh?
Graduated men have no jobs.
And then, it makes me so sad to see children now.
And I teach Sanskrit.
Sanskrit and religion, these are of no use now.
Useless hardwork.
Sir, you taught very well but. - Yes yes, I did.
But what I teach now is making me an idiot..
..and the ones I teach the same too.
Yes good, listen, do you know any high posted..
..police officer or some minister?
Minister? Why sir?
Oh, it's a big deal.
I will tell you everything I a while.
At this old age, I cannot bear it anymore. Understand?
What happened that day was.
It was a Saturday.
A rain storm had just passed and I had finished 2 tuitions.
When I was coming back.
What brother, did your car break down?
Can you tell me where to find a mechanic?
Mechanic? - Yes?
Listen sir.
Is that your wife?
Yes?
You will find her here after 3 days.
What do you mean?
Meaning that we will send your wife back after 3 days by post.
Come on!
Come come.
No no, don't!
Don't do that!
Police!
Police!
Help me! They are kidnapping my wife!
Save me! Please help.
Police!
Hey, what are you doing?
Leave them! - And why? Move you rascal!
Save me! Save me! Police!
Police!
Save me! Save me! Save me! Save me!
Sir, you saw it all, they took my wife!
Did you take down the car's number? - No.
What? Oh my.
I know the boys, they stay in the nearby area.
We cannot let them be. We have to go to the police. Come on.
Yes yes, I know them.
I am saying their names, write it down.
I could not save the girl that day.
But I didn't take in all that was wrong, blindly.
I told their names t the police.
Good job.
What are you saying good for?
After that day, I could not even sleep!
My house is being attacked with bombs, my girls cannot go out safely.
There must be some revolt!
Yes, there must be some revolt.
Say if they were the women from our family, and then I know them too.
They live in the next colony.
Very respectable man and wife.
Let that be.
Let me tell you.
Fish! Fish! Good fish!
Bhetki! Promphret! Good fish!
How much do you want sir?
Give me around 400 grams.
Give sir 400 grams.
What? Someone do something.
He's dying. Please, call a doctor.
Don't just stand there!
Call for a taxi!
Call the police!
An ambulance? Can't get an ambulance? Someone is dying.
Are you just standing and looking at the fun?
How can you just stand and look?
Taxi!
Sir!
Oh sir!
Sir!
Mother!
Oh mother!
They are running!
Running!
They are running!
They ran.
They ran.
They are escaping!
Nita?
Nita?
Nita?
Nita?
Nita?
Nita!
They ran.
They are gone.
They are gone.
What? What is it? What dear?
What happened dear? What?
Mother, I am very cold.
What?
Can you get me father's shawl please?
I am feeling very cold.
Oh mother. Mother.
Very cold.
Oh mother. Mother.
Very cold.
Feeling very cold.
I am very cold mother, feeling very cold.
Oh god, what have you done lord!
What have you done?
What? What are you saying?
What has happened to Shubho?
Did Shubho pass his exams?
Depression is the commonest emotional problem.
Some degree of depression is present in all psychiatric conditions.
In Depressive Neurosis, there is an excessive reaction of depression..
..to an identifiable event.
Where loss, failure and etc, or leads to some inner conflict.
This condition is also called Neurotic Depression.
In contrast to Psychotic Depression, which is Indogenistic Depression.
Neurotic Depression may come on in acute form..
..especially if it is secondary to any particular episode or event.
Or it can come on gradually, over a period of time.
Loneliness, sadness and despair, characterize the condition.
Maybe accompanied by apathy, irresponsiveness..
..and lack of interest in surroundings.
There is will, but still only screams in the void.
All souls are like the light they carry in this dark world.
Lost in the vast sea of man.
I have seen many pictures and many days have passed.
Many experiences have been added to life.
But still I have no weapon to use for protection.
I feel, there is a claustrophobic pain all around.
A dampening sort of dark silence.
And it keeps saying loudly.
Maybe that is the nationalistic life of all.
"All I can see is just you."
"Sometimes near, sometimes far."
"All I can see is just you."
"Sometimes near, sometimes far."
"As we drift away into the infinite."
"All I hear is you, your voice."
"Sometimes screaming, sometimes soft."
"All I hear is you, your voice."
"Sometimes screaming, sometimes soft."
"All I can see is just you."
"Sometimes near, sometimes far."
"All I can see is just you."
"Sometimes near, sometimes far."
"All I can see is just you."
"Sometimes near, sometimes far."
So you say we should take him to Ranchi once?
Yes, I feel so.
The Shock Treatment will make him better.
If you leave him here, his situation will only degrade.
I mean, for Shubho,..
..this city, this city of Kolkata has become an obsession of sorts.
Praise be to Goddess Durga.
Praise be to God.
Not just Shubho, may all the boys who are in pain.
Who knows in what pain and torture they may be alive in.
Lord, those who are torturing them, you know them.
Punish them, lord, you do.
Grandma? Oh grandma?
Don't die just yet.
I have become fine.
I am all, I, I, am good.
If they get to know, they will,..
..will, will make me mad again.
I am Shubho, I, I, I, I am okay, I am good.
I am saying so. I am good now.
I am good now.
Let this train go wherever, I will not.
I am not going.
I am not going. Let the train go wherever.
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