- I'm at a point in my life where I wanna just live life.
I want the white picket fence dream.
I wanna get married, I wanna have kids
and I think, for the longest time,
I'm not gonna lie, I was a runaway bride.
I've been the girl that's terrified of commitment
but I'm realizing that no matter how organized
your ducks are, life can turn on two seconds.
So, you can't keep on waiting
'cause if you keep on waiting, it's gone
and having a partner like CT with me
gives me some sort of weird relief that
somebody is in my corner and that feels comforting.
(disc screeching)
(ominous music)
- Diem's really scared because she knows that she has to
take her wig off and ya know, her hair's growing back
from having cancer, so it's like,
she hasn't even let her Dad see her without her hair.
So, it's this huge moment that I don't even think
people really understood.
(intense music)
- I can hear the shock.
Ya know, like whoa!
And then I hear Derrick like, "D, you look good!"
And then I start crying because
it makes me feel nice.
- At that moment, when she takes her wig off
and turns into GI Jane, lookin' like a little
sexy supermodel secret agent.
- I just want the fricking horn to blow
and I wanna get in the water now.
- [CT] Alright.
- [Diem] What are you doing?
- I'm gonna bring it on, you ready?
One, two, three, go.
(intense music)
Diem's always concerned about the game,
always wants to find a way to sort of prepare herself
for the duel.
I just love being around that girl.
She keeps me pretty occupied.
There you go, you bent knees, perfect.
Tell you what though, if Diem wasn't here,
I'd be snappin' on people.
You know what, it's been pretty easy for you so far,
but I don't think you can try to avoid going in.
- The only thing is, I don't want, I can't.
- Why?
- Because I don't like that!
- Stop beating yourself.
- CT has done so much trying to make me feel comfortable
and he's tried so hard to like put all this
confidence on me and I'm like,
"This is hard."
But he's doing a damn good job.
- You have better chances to win than anybody else.
You show confidence.
'Cause if you doubt yourself, they're gonna eat you alive
and they're gonna make you believe that you're weak.
You can't let them do that.
- [Diem] I wanna have a cute first kiss.
- [CT] OK, this is pretty cute.
- [Diem] Is it perfect?
- [CT] I don't know.
- [Diem] I don't know if it's perfect.
- I've been trying to kiss this girl since I got here.
(jazzy music)
- I have a three-week rule with kissing.
I will not kiss somebody unless I've at least known them
for three weeks.
- You know you're fine, right?
- Stop saying that!
- You are.
- CT thinks I'm a dork for my little rules
but I think it's gonna get to him too.
- Let's talk about our first kiss.
Where we gonna have it?
- You can't plan it.
- Why not?
We can do it, ya know, on the deck of the house.
- So you wanna go like way out
to the edge of the cliffs.
- I don't wanna plan it.
- Why not?
A girl like Diem, ya know, she's been through a lot
and she's complex.
This is fun.
I'm glad we're talking about this right now.
Feel like I'm getting somewhere now.
(jazzy music)
(upbeat music)
Diem goes for a jog.
Sees me, I kinda give her the nod.
Then I take her to a little spot that I found,
the edge of a cliff.
- I don't know how we spotted them,
but everyone in the house is sitting on the porch
just staring at em waiting for that first move.
I wanna cry.
It's like I'm watching The Notebook.
- I tell her I don't want her to hide herself from me.
It's about her opening herself up to me
and being comfortable around me as her.
And then she takes her bandana off.
(upbeat music)
And now I feel like she's not gonna hide herself
from me anymore.
(light music)
(yelling)
- At least tell me how it was.
- How many people were out there?
- [Wes] I mean, like seven.
- I didn't realize everyone could see
and I'm pretty embarrassed right now.
Whatever! Damn it, I'm so pissed!
I thought I was gonna be slick.
- [Wes] At least tell me how it is.
- It was perfect.
(cheering) (clapping)
It was innocent.
- [Wes] It was very innocent.
Very innocent and very romantic and very beautiful.
I'm proud that you waited as long as you did.
- Thank you, Wes.
It was definitely number one ever,
best kiss in the world.
- [Guys] Awe!
- Our little baby's all grown up.
Makin' out with slime balls.
(laughing)
- OK, you wanna make out?
Wanna give me a good luck hug or something?
Rub your boobs, maybe?
- Stop.
- Just don't fart on me or anything.
I know you get gas when you get nervous.
I feel confident winning every challenge.
I know I'm not going in the duel
and I'd rather flirt with Diem.
- You've made me the happiest girl thus far.
- If you say so.
(laughing)
I love that giggle.
What?
- I what?
- I have?
- Yes.
I like him.
CT's a good boy.
And I'm glad we kissed.
(laughs)
'Cause now we get to do it again.
And again and again and again and again.
- I don't know what you're doing with me.
- Wish you'd see what I see.
Over time, I'll get you to see what I see.
I believe in you.
You're gonna win this.
- I know, hope so.
- [CT] No, you're going to.
- Good.
- I think Diem is strong, she has a lot of heart.
She wants to win bad and she's got the determination
and she's gonna make her body do it
whether she's scared or not.
I want Diem to win.
I want me and Diem to be a pair
going into the final challenge.
You're stronger than she is.
You got more heart than she does.
You're smarter than her.
Just be smarter than her.
- I'm listening to you, that's it.
You're my head now.
- I love this head.
- CT has not allowed me to think that I'm going home.
He's pepping me up so much that
I think I have it!
- [CT] What are you gonna do with that stuff?
Ah, alright, that's enough!
(Diem laughing)
It's like a puddle of pudding on my back right now.
This is gross.
This isn't cool at all.
What kinda back rub is this?
- I guess I just really like CT,
as dorky as that sounds.
He has my back and I trust him fully.
- Public enemy number one right there.
(groaning) My God.
Oh yeah.
- [Diem] Don't do what--
- I'm so confident in myself and I'm confident in Diem.
We don't need to even associate with that
crap that's going on in the house anymore.
It's me and her against the rest of em.
(giggles)
- You've made me really happy and like,
I feel so much better now and I just wanna say thank you.
- You know if you ever need me, you can call me.
- I will.
CT has really given me the confidence
and the push that I needed to realize
I don't need to be ashamed or scared.
I feel so happy and so lucky and so blessed.
Are you kidding me?
I've gotten to do everything I ever wanted to do
and finally feel OK with being me
and it's, you can't put a price on that.
CT's awesome.
We're still, we're still together.
I'm really happy and lucky
that we're on the same team because we're both
really competitive and I know that he'll keep me in check
and he'll vote my butt off just as fast
as I'll vote his.
(girl giggling)
- CT promised me I'd be able to shave his head
'cause he knows it makes me happy.
And he looks hot!
- This house is driving me crazy
and I'm thinkin', you know what?
Let's make a change, let's get rid of this guy.
I'm shaving my head right now because you know,
I really don't like the person I'm becoming in this house
and ya know, I wanna turn over a new leaf.
I wanna change this character up.
I wanna grow.
- You promise to still love me?
(razor buzzing)
- Hey, leave me a rat tail.
- [Man] Wow! Look at that.
(giggling)
- What is that?
- [Paula] She's excited.
- I wanna win and I want the first place.
- The last couple challenges, it was more of like
not coming in last rather than coming in first.
I can't have going in with one game plan
and then you have another.
I really just want to be on the same page as her
and I don't know what page she's on
or what chapter, for that matter,
or what book she's reading.
Here's our problem.
We don't communicate enough and I just feel like
it's gonna create this tension with us and then,
we're not gonna trust each other.
- But wait, I communicate with you.
Like, I really do feel like even--
- [CT] You always have an ulterior motive
when you communicate. - Perfect example.
- [Diem] You talk over me.
- I'll try, OK?
I'll bite my tongue.
- At first, I wasn't sure if I should tell you
everything I was thinking because I don't know
where your head's at when it comes to the game.
- I can't win without you.
So, and I can only help.
- It's obvious that you're this great athlete and everything
and I know--
- Whoa whoa whoa, back that up.
Did you just say something nice?
Sounded like something nice, that's why I'm like,
wait, it couldn't have been that.
(laughs)
- It's nice to see a certain look in CT's eye
because he's not hating me.
- I feel like we're really breaking through walls today.
(upbeat music)
I made a meat, egg white omelet for all the fellas.
- CT and I, we have an amazing relationship
but I saw CT treat me like crap
when he was drunk on Gauntlet III.
Can you calm down and just don't--
- [CT] No Diem!
- You're talking to me!
Can you calm down?
- Yeah, I'm talkin' to you.
Someone I've been protecting for what, how long now?
Somebody I've been doing my time with for how long now?
When do I get mine?
Yeah, right, walk away then.
That's right, that's how you do it.
Ya walk away and do you.
- So, we had to end it.
Like I told him, maybe in five years,
I'd get married when I'm 30 or whatever but not now.
And career first and he hates those words.
He's had a hard, hard time lately.
And all I wanted to see in this challenge
is him being OK.
- You two again?
- No.
- [Woman] Seriously. - No.
- [Woman] Get a room!
- Hardly.
(intense music)
- [Woman] Tell me what you heard.
- I haven't heard anything.
I've had 10 people come up to me saying,
"You need to know something. 10."
- [Woman] What? What is it though?
- They won't tell me but they like give me these eyes,
like you don't wanna look stupid,
you need to know something about CT.
- He hooked up with Shauvon.
- Katie tells me and that's when I lose it.
He has gone (beep) insane!
- I went in the room to tell you the story.
- I was sleeping!
It's so disgusting to me
and it's so hurtful
and I couldn't imagine that this guy
that I do love as a person and care about
would ever wanna make me look stupid
or make me hurt and I'm crushed inside.
(mumbling)
- Yeah, she came up to me and she goes,
"You need to know something."
- Whatever, you believe whatever you (beep) want.
- I believe?
- No, I'll tell you what Diem.
I don't care.
It's not even important to me.
- But you don't--
- [CT] I'm not doing anything wrong.
- I know but I'm saying my feelings
are not important to you?
- [CT] Career first, baby.
I'm the one you wanna be with but five years from now.
So what, you expect me to just sit around
and act like I love you?
- Stop, can you please---
- OK, hold on.
(ominous music)
- CT saw Adam and I talking
and I know that it's my fault that Adam's hurt.
- What do you want? You won the fight.
- Don't touch me, I don't give a (beep).
I'll win every fight.
- [Man] You want him to die? - You kiddin' me? Yeah!
- I will smash his head and eat it.
- Listen, D's upset.
- 'Cause I'm not with her.
- I know, but she's someone--
- I could (beep) the whole freshman line if I wanted to.
Why's she crying?
Thanks for nothing.
- [Diem] I didn't do anything.
- No, of course you didn't.
You shouldn't even be crying.
It's not like it's five years later.
Career first, good luck with it.
(ominous music)
- Next up, CT and Diem.
Turns out you guys have a lot of history.
- We were a couple for over a year and a half.
- It's kinda fizzled out.
- We do not talk.
- I don't know if she's mad at me.
- We are not Facebook friends.
- I don't know if we're gonna get along.
- Nothing.
- We got a lot of catching up to do apparently.
Alright, stop crying.
- I'm not crying. - Stop crying.
- Please, I would never cry over you.
I was happy I left you.
I was happy I moved on.
- It's like a bad dream for me.
I'm stuck with a psycho ex-girlfriend
who is trying to nag me to death.
I can't escape.
- You're a monster and I'm not.
- Yeah, OK.
- I've never pushed up his head against the wall.
You have.
- You wanna hit me with cheap shots?
I got cheap shots for days.
Now you're trying to rekindle
a relationship that was over!
- I'm not trying to rekindle anything!
- Six years ago.
Get over it!
- Get over yourself!
- [CT] It was half a decade ago, Diem.
- I'm just like, are they really gonna go there again?
I don't understand that relationship at all.
- Most of my family, they (beep) couldn't stand you.
They thought you were fake as (beep).
(yelling) (intense music)
Leave me alone!
- I hate him!
The way that he is yelling at me,
I don't know this person.
I'm so upset and I'm so hurt.
The things that he's saying to me are crushing.
- Just leave me the (beep) alone, that's all!
- I hate you!
- Yeah, cry a (beep) river.
- I hate you.
(somber music)
- She was all over the place.
- So, me and Diem haven't talked since we've both
verbally vomited on each other
and we need to have a talk and clear the air
because we are on the same team,
but I got my work cut out for me because
this girl drives me crazy and she is as stubborn as I am.
(thunder booming)
- I'm trying so hard to keep everything in check.
I'm trying so hard to make my mind be the leader
and right now, my emotions are a leader.
I don't like that.
I don't want him to make me upset or make me like,
cry or sad.
(light music)
(chattering inaudible)
(shouting)
- Who was that?
(shouting)
(screaming)
- The whole contraption is shaking
and I almost take a spill.
Thank God I have cat like reflexes.
("Again & Again" by Ocelot Robot)
- This is what happens when you drink all night long
and pass out by the pool. - Shut up! I like me.
- I am just cursing in my mind.
I'm trying to keep my cool.
I feel so bad for my partner.
I wish I could help.
You got it, you got it.
(rock music) There you go.
You got it!
- It is literally hard to watch.
You're just like oh!
Oh! Oh!
(laughing)
(air horn blowing)
- Alright, that's it you guys!
- I absolutely feel like I'm letting Priscilla down,
but what am I gonna do?
I didn't practice walking on honey at home.
- Nate, good try man, don't worry.
(waves crashing)
- Race to the altar!
(intense music)
(intense music) (screaming)
- You may now kiss the bride.
- Alright yeah, please don't lose that CT.
Ah, there ya go, ah see?
There ya go, everybody's good.
- Oh, we won!
I'm so excited.
I can't believe we won.
Especially this challenge.
It's kind of ironic.
- Cold feet.
Drinks on me tonight.
- [Diem] Come on Chris!
- [Chris] It'll be great.
Go get it D, go get it, go get it!
- Crossing the finish line, I have so many
mixed emotions.
Coming into this challenge, hearing that it was exes,
I wanted to run out the door.
Woo!
Having an opportunity to get to reconnect with CT
and get to know him now became like good partners.
- Alright, CT, Diem, 100,000 bucks.
Nice work, you guys.
- I'm glad we got the chance to square things away
and be on the same team once again, you know?
It was nice.
After everything we've been through,
me and Diem's relationship is a special one.
I still wouldn't trade her for anybody else.
That's for sure.
- I will always have a special place in my heart for CT.
(laughing)
- I can't get away from you.
- And you're upset about that?
- Kinda.
- Oh, kinda?
Why? Why are you so crazy?
- [CT] Really?
- Yeah.
- You're embarrassed of me.
You act like you're in love with me.
(intense music)
Speechless, wow!
Stop hiding.
- I'm not trying to hide.
- Take what off?
- That thing.
- What's that thing?
- The weave, take it off.
- It's a wig.
A year ago, I was trucking up an Iceland glacier
and between then and now, getting ovarian cancer again,
I was told I wasn't gonna see the next year.
But you realize very quickly that
if you don't let things crush you, you become stronger.
- Come on.
Let me see you already.
- But CT knows my weak spot
and my weak spot is
not feeling comfortable
without my wig.
- If you take it off, I'll kiss you.
- Oh, is that like a promise?
♪ So baby, we are going down ♪
♪ And I'll always remember ♪
♪ That I was there to watch us fall ♪
♪ And learn that nothing's forever ♪
- CT's always been great about giving me confidence.
That's how he got me the first time.
I'm really confused right now, to be totally honest,
I'm just really confused.
♪ Nothing's forever ♪
- [CT] You don't remember anything from the other night?
- It was a very nice thing to do to sleep on the floor.
- [CT] You remember waking up in my bed.
- It was nice.
- My back is still killin' me.
I'm gonna need one of those rub downs.
- Fine.
In the beginning of this challenge,
I wanted nothing to do with CT.
Looking up and seeing him again,
it makes you feel good, I'm not gonna lie.
It makes you feel great.
You like me again?
You fallin' for me again?
Love and marriage, white picket fence?
Start pumpin' out kids now?
- Wait, stop.
Alright, toast.
- Old friends, new beginnings.
I don't really care what people have to say
about me and Diem 'cause it ain't gonna matter anyway.
Haters gonna hate.
(upbeat music)
- I'm a little confused.
If y'all are going in, I would come to you guys
and be like, "You guys are my number one team.
"I wanna see you win money.
"Who do you want?"
- Diem, all you had to do was not come in last.
We've been safe.
You told us if you ever went in,
you would want the tougher team.
- Because I thought the tougher team
was Cara Maria and Cook.
- Well, now that it's not - Well, you didn't say that.
- Cara Maria and Cook--
- I heard you want the harder team.
- [Diem] I did, I did say that.
- And you didn't say, "Oh I thought it was--"
- [Diem] But I thought, least you could do
is come and ask.
- Well I'm sorry we didn't ask you Diem.
We didn't think it would really be that big of a deal
'cause there's only two teams on the
chopping block right now.
(intense music)
I don't care if Diem's upset.
I like Camilla and Jimmy
and Emily and Paula really haven't done anything
for us this challenge.
I don't know what she's really upset about.
You're going in anyway and you really don't have a choice.
Why do you want us to protect Paula and Emily?
- I'm trying to protect me!
I wanna be in the final.
You throwing in Paula and Emily is like, "Bye!"
- Diem, we can't do everything for you.
(intense music)
- I stuck my neck out for these people.
Wes has been my friend for years
and CT's been my boyfriend, ex-boyfriend.
I feel kinda duped.
First off, you know how stupid I look with you?
- Why Diem?
Because you like me again?
Is that what it is?
If you like me again, this isn't the time
to rekindle the relationship.
Diem's had this power over me in the past where
she would say jump and I'd say how high.
But she can't just come in and out of my life whenever she
wants and think she can just control me like she used to.
- I'm really confused.
I didn't, I--
- [Wes] That's an emotional thing.
- I am an emotional person!
If I'm going to have kids, I need a surrogate
and I have to pay anywhere from 20 to $30,000 per kid.
So, winning this prize, I could have four kids
in a oven at the same time
and get back on track and start my life.
- Bring it back to exes one.
This time, my love, be strong. - Back in black.
- Back in black, I like that.
After everything she's been through,
I really feel like Diem deserves to win
and this is Diem's game.
However she wants to play it, whatever she needs me to do,
just I really want to help her win
and I think we have a really good shot.
Alright, so we good though?
We gonna kick some ass?
How you been, by the way?
Good? You think about me?
- Shut up.
- (laughs) Too soon?
Too soon?
- Oh my God.
Pull me back!
- [CT] Pull me a little bit more.
- You're pulling me back.
- [CT] Alright, go ahead.
Split, split.
Yeah baby! You did it!
- [Man] Yeah D!
- Yeah D!
- Everyone knows he's awesome and I feel like
sometimes I have to prove myself, so--
- Wait, you think I'm awesome?
- Alright.
- So I guess you could say you trusted me.
You trust me?
- Oh God.
- We're gonna take that shoebox and on this side,
everybody's gonna sign it and write a little something,
whatever, you know?
- CT cares about Diem so much.
CT got her a whole bunch of cute little beachy stuff
and puts it in a nice box and everybody signs it
and writes her a little note on it.
Hopefully it can be like a welcome home present.
Hope you feel better.
- Nia, that is not how you hold a pen.
How many fingers you got on that thing?
(laughing)
- [Nia] Yay!
- Perfect.
Anywhere you want.
(upbeat music)
You know tomorrow, when she gets back,
she's gonna be hugging everybody one at a time.
When she comes back and she sees this little care package
we made for her, I think it'll make her feel better,
bring a smile to her face.
- Guys, come on down.
Can you guys meet me in the nominations room, please?
- Alright T.
- Grab the people from that room.
- Did you see her?
- No.
- Whatever comes our way, you know?
She's more important than the challenge.
- For sure.
- Ya know, it's crossed my mind that Diem
may have more than a tummy ache
and if that's the case, I'll leave on the next flight
with her, no questions asked.
- Sup guys?
- [Group] What's up TJ?
- As you guys know, Diem has a medical problem.
(ominous music)
Those issues will keep her from continuing with this game.
So, CT,
unfortunately, we gotta send you home too man.
I'm sorry.
I hate to see ya go, man.
- It's alright.
- Just knowing Diem's condition and knowing where she
stands from a health perspective,
I know this is horrible news.
- I'm gonna go pack my bags.
- CT is very anxious to be by Diem's side
and at the end of the day, money means nothing
if you don't have people in your life that you care about.
- Poor girl can't catch a break man.
Usually the only time I go home this early
if I sucker somebody in the face.
- As a competitor, you always dream of some way
of getting CT outta the house but,
this is not the way that you wanted it to go.
- She'll be alright, right?
She's a tough chick.
- [Bananas] I think just you being there
is probably gonna help a lot.
- Thank you girls for doing this.
- [Nia] Especially when you're not feeling good,
I know she just wants Chris.
- We'll pray for her, brother.
- See you when you get back.
- This is only a fraction of how much suffering
she has been through in her entire life.
I would've just given up.
- She's a strong, strong woman.
- After last season, we lost two beloved challengers.
We lost Ryan Knight and Diem Brown
lost her very hard fought battle with cancer.
So, here to help us remember Diem Brown,
we brought out CT, Diem's bloodline,
her little sister, Faith.
Come on out guys.
(clapping) (light music)
- CT and Diem's little sister, Faith.
This is so cool.
I don't know how this is gonna change the game but,
I don't care.
I'm just so excited to see them
and remember why I'm here.
- There's a lot of things in the past
that everybody wants to let go, man.
- Jesus.
Dave, what a day to do this.
- What? - What do you mean?
- Why this day, C? - What's today?
- If you don't mind me asking.
- Today is a special one for me
for a number of different reasons
on a number of different levels.
- Is this the bed?
- I don't know.
- I'm curious now.
- I'm sorry CT, we're not trying to talk
behind your back, we're just all curious.
We're all just curious, that's all bro.
We're not trying to get quiet. - Don't even worry about it.
- It's a good day.
Today's a good day.
(light music)
- It's Diem's anniversary.
- Today is?
- Today happened to be Diem's anniversary.
It's kinda crazy that this is happening today.
We kinda went through it together.
We were very close to her.
She was a very special person.
- You know I still love you.
I don't understand why you haven't kissed me yet.
I tell her I don't want her to hide herself from me.
It's about her opening herself up to me
and being comfortable around me as her.
And then she takes her bandana off.
And now I feel like she's not gonna hide herself
from me anymore.
- [Woman] She used to love the challenges.
- Come on Chris.
Push through it, come on!
- CT has helped me through so many obstacles in life
and all I wanna do is help him through this one.
Push through it, come on.
- [Woman] She used to be so fierce and powerful
and just an amazing human being.
(upbeat music)
- She always fought, she never gave up.
She fought til the end.
I don't want to, no, it's just.
I don't wanna do this right now.
The fact that today's her anniversary
and that today, we're kind of letting go of the past
and moving forward to the future,
it just shows that she's here with us
and she's looking down on me and she's looking down
on CT, she's looking down on all of us.
(light music)
- I feel so blessed and I feel so grateful
that you're there waiting for me.
The last couple years, I've been carrying a heavy heart,
to say the least.
(speaks foreign)
I wasn't in a good place.
I felt broken.
I didn't, I really didn't have much to live for.
I had to try to pick the pieces up
and this little kid, this little boy,
gave me a reason, gave me a purpose, ya know?
Helped me heal, helped me move forward,
and since then I've just been trying to get better
and better to finally just let go of the past
and to look forward to my future,
to my family and my son and I'm looking forward
to being happy again, ya know?
Gas light's burned out.
She was just lit.
Anybody need a drink?
(light music)
I think we just received a blessing.
Uh yeah.
It's crazy to think that the moon and the stars
just aligned for this to happen
after everything I've been through,
at this very moment, on this day.
If that's not a sign, I don't know what is.
(gentle music)
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