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Joscha Bach: I remember when the first search engines came around, and back then AltaVista

was a very big thing.

AltaVista tried to strike a balance between the inconveniences—in terms of advertising

and so on that could put off the user—and the utility had for the user.

So it would, for instance, mix search results with advertising.

And at this point Google came along.

Google was very small and inconsequential, and nobody really took it seriously.

But it did an amazing thing: it did give people exactly what they wanted.

It gave them a pretty much ad-free experience.

It gave them exactly the search results that they wanted, the best ones, the closest ones

to what people wanted to have.

And Google dramatically outperformed AltaVista.

AltaVista disappeared.

That was an amazing insight, to see that if you are in the dramatically scalable economy,

like the Internet, where you have the biggest amount of competition that you can possibly

have, you need to build a product that is optimally aligned with the interest of the

users—unless you manage to get some kind of monopoly and can drive out other competition.

And so when we build new products in that space we have to think about how to build

the most useful product.

Not necessarily just the product that is going to make the biggest amount of money, that

is going to have the most efficient business model in some sense or the best business case.

Eventually, it's going to be the product that is getting the most use by people.

And people will find out that they will use what is most useful to them.

In the long run, that's going to be the stuff that is not addictive, that is hygienic,

that serves the actual needs, that makes them more happy and fulfilled.

And right now we mostly build applications that utilize the cravings of people, that

make them addicted.

People start checking their smartphones every few seconds to see if a new email arrived.

But this new email is not going to make them more happy and fulfilled.

Instead, it takes away their attention.

So I believe the next big movement in how we build technical systems will be hygienic

technology.

It will be how to build systems that are careful with our attention and how we use it, and

that is careful with our way of living and what we want to achieve with the tools that

we are building

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After Deep State Fails To Eliminate Trump, Donald Retaliates With Executive Hammer. - Duration: 5:52.

After Deep State Fails To Eliminate Trump, Donald Retaliates With Executive Hammer.

The pressure gets stronger as President Donald Trump relentlessly taunts the FBI.

The president took to social media early on Wednesday as is his custom and mused "how

things have turned around on the Criminal Deep State."

He continues as he remarks on the irony of the FBI "getting caught in a major SPY scandal,

the likes of which this country may never have seen before" after they went after

"Phony Collusion with Russia," which he called "a made-up Scam".

"Look how things have turned around on the Criminal Deep State.

They go after Phony Collusion with Russia, a made up Scam, and end up getting caught

in a major SPY scandal the likes of which this country may never have seen before!

What goes around, comes around!" Trump tweeted.

Just minutes later, President Trump followed with another tweet adding "SPYGATE could

be one of the biggest political scandals in history!"

Since the New York Times and Washington Post on Friday confirmed speculation that the FBI

did, in fact, have a mole inside the 2016 Trump presidential campaign, President Trump

himself has repeatedly questioned the legitimacy of the Mueller probe.

He also pointed out that if there was indeed any evidence of collusion, the FBI's own

mole would have discovered it during the campaign.

Yet nothing was found or reported.

Instead, the Mueller probe has dragged on for more than a year wasting countless millions

of hardworking American taxpayer dollars.

The intelligence community insists that they never deliberately spied on the Trump campaign,

despite continued mounting evidence to the contrary.

As embarrassing and downright sinister revelations continue to mount, we now know that the bureau

FBI enlisted Stefan Halper, a US citizen, political veteran and longtime US Intelligence

asset, to befriend and spy on three members of the Trump campaign during the 2016 US election.

Those three members of the Trump campaign were Foreign policy adviser George Papadopoulos,

Trump aide Carter Page, and campaign adviser Sam Clovis.

President Trump then moved on to respond specifically to the Obama-era Director of National Intelligence

James Clapper and his recent discussion on the issue of an FBI informant Tuesday during

ABC's "The View."

President Trump tweeted to Clapper – "No, James Clapper, I am not happy.

Spying on a campaign would be illegal, and a scandal to boot!"

Clapper is apparently under the impression that being under federal investigation for

a year is a totally benign experience.

Remember, Clapper also famously lied to Congress about the US's surveillance tactics.

President Trump began tweeting about the scandal he has dubbed "Spygate" last evening,

using Twitter to question just why Halper was paid so much money if he was not feeding

information about the Trump campaign to the FBI.

He also suggested that Bernie Sanders (VT-I) "got duped!" as the FBI used similar surveillance

tactics on his campaign.

Sanders was an early contender for the Democratic nomination and as a result of information

leaked from the Democratic National Convention, it was discovered he was the preferred candidate

of the people despite the DNC's preference for Hillary Clinton and her ultimate selection

as the Democratic party candidate.

"If they had spies in my campaign…for political purposes, that would be unprecedented,"

Trump said Tuesday during a meeting in the Oval Office with South Korean President Moon

Jae-in, calling it a "disgrace."

"I hope there weren't," Trump said.

"[If there were], it would make every political event ever before look like small potatoes."

Spygate is not the only scandal plaguing the FBI this week either, as emails recently obtained

by Wisconsin Senator Ron Johnson suggest that disgraced former Deputy FBI Director Andrew

McCabe may have actively leaked the now infamous Steel dossier to CNN.

An email exchange between McCabe and former Deputy Attorney General Sally Yates revealed

that McCabe offered Yates a heads up on the CNN story and confirmed the network would

be running the story.

It raises many questions as to just how McCabe became privy to CNN's plans.

Fox News:

"The Justice Department instructed its inspector general to investigate any alleged "impropriety

or political motivation" in the FBI's investigation into Russian interference and

potential collusion with Trump campaign associates during the 2016 presidential election, following

demands from Trump.

"I hereby demand, and will do so officially tomorrow, that the Department of Justice look

into whether or not the FBI/DOJ infiltrated or surveilled the Trump Campaign for Political

Purposes—and if any such demands or requests were made by people within the Obama Administration!"

the president tweeted Sunday.

Earlier this week, the president met with Deputy Attorney General Rod Rosenstein and

FBI Director Christopher Wray in the Oval Office, discussing the expansion of Inspector

General Michael Horowitz's investigation to include "irregularities" with the FBI

or DOJ's "tactics concerning the Trump campaign."

White House Press Secretary Sarah Sanders also said that during the meeting, the three

agreed that White House Chief of Staff John Kelly would "immediately set up a meeting

with the FBI, DOJ, and DNI together with congressional leaders to review highly classified and other

information they have requested."

That meeting is slated for Thursday, and will be with House Intelligence Chairman Devin

Nunes, House Oversight Committee Chairman Trey Gowdy, Wray, and Director of National

Intelligence Dan Coats.

Kelly will not attend the meeting — his role was simply to coordinate."

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Left-Wing Media Tries to Spin Spygate, Cartoonist Scott Adams Exposes Their Lies - Duration: 4:44.

Left-Wing Media Tries to Spin Spygate, Cartoonist Scott Adams Exposes Their Lies.

This week, we've learned bombshell revelations about what the FBI did to try to take Donald

Trump's campaign down.

Naturally, the left-wing media tried to distort the facts in order to protect former President

Barack Obama.

However, cartoonist Scott Adams shut them down with just one tweet.

The unfolding drama of #SPYGATE can be a bit hard to follow.

But it boils down to this: Obama, the Democrats, and their flunkies in the deep state tried

to destroy Trump's campaign.

Using a made-up "dossier" of lies, they tried to frame Trump as a Russian puppet.

The same dossier that CNN tried to break as "news" was used by our DOJ to acquire

warrants to spy on Donald Trump.

Meaning, they used false information to get a warrant to spy on an American citizen.

Very illegal.

It only gets worse from there.

The FBI, most likely on orders from Obama, sent at least one informant into the Trump

campaign.

This person pretended to be a Trump ally, trying to work his way into the team.

His goal was to gather as much dirt on Trump as possible.

Either so the FBI or DOJ could prosecute Trump over something he did wrong.

But, Trump didn't do anything wrong, so they got nothing.

Their entire scheme was built around the assumption that Trump was as corrupt as the Democrats.

It all fell apart when they learned that he wasn't.

Big surprise.

Only now are we learning that agents in the FBI went to such great lengths to undermine

our democracy.

Think about it: Obama's people tried to take down a legitimate candidate for President,

to make sure Hillary Clinton won.

Yeah, I think that trumps Watergate.

But what has the left-wing media done?

Like sailors trying to bail water out of a sinking ship, they've tried to spin #SPYGATE.

They are desperately hoping the American public doesn't learn the truth about what the last

administration was up to.

Good luck.

Scott Adams, free thinker and creator of the comic Dilbert, decided to weigh in on the

issue.

Like much of his writings, he managed to expose the left's stupidity in just a signal tweet.

President Donald Trump on Sunday demanded an investigation into whether the FBI or Justice

Department infiltrated or surveilled his campaign for political purposes.

Ever since, the spin has been intense, what with those who formerly had called Trump's

charges of spying a conspiracy theory suddenly deciding that any infiltration of his campaign

by an informant was done to protect him.

If it all seems a bit much to take in, Scott Adams stepped up Wednesday to compile everything

the mainstream media's written about #SPYGATE so far into just one tweet.

[Source: Twitchy] That pretty much sums up what the media is

trying to do.

They first denied President Trump's claims that Obama was spying on his campaign.

Yet when the cat got out of the bag, they had nothing.

They can't go back and deny what they originally said.

Also, they can't ignore the fact that we know the FBI sent a spy.

What do they do?

They actually tried to say the spy was there to "protect" Trump.

We're buying that.

Because you normally send spies into an organization (without their knowledge) to protect them.

I guess it's opposite day.

This is exactly why Americans have lost their faith in the mainstream media.

They are so dishonest at this point.

Journalists can't even keep track of their own lies.

Scott Adams brilliantly humiliated them with just a few words.

Because of their liberal bias, the media has given up on being honest, factual, and fair.

They go out of their way to protect Democrats and slander Trump and his supporters.

Even when the facts are plain as the nose on their faces, they try to spin it.

It only ends up hurting them.

As you can imagine, many people online commended Adams' comments.

We are about to see one of the most significant moments in American history.

President Donald Trump has already ordered the DOJ to investigate this scandal.

On top of that, they are reopening Hillary Clinton's email server case.

There's a very good chance that ALL the bones in the last administrations' closet

are going to come tumbling out.

By the way, that's why the left-wing media is so scared.

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My Journey with Self Censorship! & My son Justin First Amendment Schools May 24, 2018 - Duration: 11:02.

hi guys okay this is this was from between 1991 to 1996 my kids were going

to a Department of Defense school on Fort Knox Kentucky and so I asked the

question what is an old black garbage Santa Claus

I put we didn't even have black Santa's back then my oldest son was singing old

black garbage Santa Claus ee-i-ee-i-o as we were doing Christmas shopping

well actually what happened we were getting out of the van we have this blue

minivan and I had previously shushed my son so his dad would not hear him

because I knew what would happen his dad would blow up on him

and so my son said he learned it from the kid at school his dad opened the

sliding door to the minivan and Justin belts out old black garbage Santa Claus

his dad spanked him told him he would it was not appropriate Justin was in the

third or fourth grade would he have interpreted Santa's bag as

a black garbage sack that's I mean that that discussion never even took place

Justin was always making up songs I can't tell you he made up songs all the

time I tried to quietly shush Justin so his dad would not hear him and actually

what happened with that bin his dad actually says what's he saying what's he

saying in and I said nothing and then Justin sang it again then Justin saying

it louder so he got spanked but this was but this has me wondering though too

this was during the school list grooming teacher who called complaining about my

son and so I'm wondering was this pill grooming in the school and so yeah

that's that's the question I have is could there have been you know because I

would have never thought of teachers being role players but technically they

are I mean technically everybody could be considered an actor role player in

some capacity but I would have never thought of

a teacher or a well it's kind of like right now where we have the politicians

so they used to work for a like a pill company and then they go and they they

work and become a politician to set policy so I would have never thought of

a teacher actually having a dual role as possibly being you know going into the

school system and being in cahoots with a you know a pill company basically I

mean that's basically what I've been playing and so I have a right to have

that opinion because these are things that happen and she kept a list and my

son was getting in trouble in school because of the list and and she would

call me and and and so it's like well what was it exactly that they were doing

to him you know or like is it some sort of

intentional agitation to the boys to set a precedent for pills and so I think

these are important questions there's gonna be other people who have the same

recollections that I do who had similar things happen because why is it that the

teachers have now all of a sudden become experts on doling out pills or why

should a teacher be a referral to a doctor why should a teacher be a

referral to anything you know for anything what makes a teacher an expert

to refer a child to a doctor's office is there some monetary or Frenette

financial connections there that would cause them to refer kids to the doctor

or to somebody they think as an expert or you know to even refer them to a

mental person to have them evaluated you know for mental problems

that's I'm just asking these questions because I know this might be a tough

topic to talk about but this actually happened and you know it mean it's one

of those things that stuck in my mind and I would have never thought of it it

actually it did lead to self-censorship because the thing is it's like okay so

my son is a little kid and I had no idea the context that he would have even been

saying this in right well I actually it kind of did crossed my mind a little bit

because I thought Santa has a black bag and you know and and so but I never

thought put much more thought into it you know but maybe he was just singing a

innocently singing a song but yet my husband went ballistic on him when he's

saying it when he opened the door those people standing outside and me and I

vaguely remember there being a black family they were off in the distance but

that was I remember my ex-husband telling my son he says that's not

appropriate because people will take will think that you're saying it about

them and but that I guess the thing is I'm thinking is that was probably his

own issues back then and and so yeah but but it's kind of a point to showing how

we get to self-censorship because we don't understand the context and kids

are gonna have a completely different context of things than adults will

adults have it have been groomed to self-censor

in a lot of capacities and and really you know just because someone says

something doesn't mean that they're racist it's actually their First

Amendment right to actually say these things because what what are these words

anyway and there's a and I have to share this too a few weeks ago here in

Savannah there was a black guy holding up a sign that said what is a Niger what

is a cracker and living in this timeframe right here there is a little

black girl who come up to the door she was

just so cute and she knocks on the door she played with my kids all the time

but she comes over and she says she says you're a cracker or are you a cracker or

something like that and I had no idea what that was I asked my ex-husband I

said what what is a cracker I don't even if she was saying what are

you a cracker or calling me a cracker and my ex-husband he says well that

that's a bad term towards white people and I'm like really and and I found it

so hard to be offended over something that I didn't even know what it was I

had no idea what it was and so but that but the thing is this guy now well this

is at the time where the the Prichard place was being closed down it was at

the time of the big oh gosh what they were doing that well when they could

replace the hick told you guys about this before where they replaced the air

conditioning pipe even though they knew the quarters were gonna be torn down and

so there was this guy who kind of left kitty corner and so his wife was in the

military and so he took care of the kids during the day so he was a househusband

and so anyway she was in the military and they had had a new baby and and so

but but primarily during the day he was taking care of the kids while she was

off to work and and so but then there was some times she'd be out in the

middle of the night she'd be pushing the stroller because the baby would be

crying out in the middle of the night and so I don't know it was just strange

because these are just things that I remember they did have somebody called

the police on him the MPS from time to time and

and so I spy mean I don't know what it I don't know I mean everybody in that area

though just kind of seemed to mind their own business for the most part you know

I mean I don't know it was just a strange set of circumstances and then

yeah yeah but it meant still even at that time it's like I don't know I don't

know I mean what why I I guess I don't III didn't even know I didn't even

understand cracker I mean I guess I I didn't get it it's like I didn't

understand or I I couldn't even think of it I couldn't even think of being

offended by it I couldn't find a reason to be offended by it I'm a cracker but

yeah okay I mean so

yeah I don't know what unless there was unless there was something else going on

but it's like okay so if there's something else going on which now in

hindsight I see some role played maybe there was role playing within the

military communities that we didn't even know about and and so or training and

stuff I wouldn't have even thought of that back then I do now but back then I

wouldn't even even thought about it that there was people um you know who were

part of a training exercise for various reasons you know so but there's just

things I I was self censoring you know I admitted I was I've been I probably

still do I probably saw since or a lot you know I just think that there's you

know certain times and places and but the thing is is peace sometimes people

say stuff and they fuck up you know so anyway um yeah that's that's it for

right now otherwise I'm just rambling but that's it there's my feet someone

asked to see my feet the end so here's my feet they wanted to see me wiggle my

toes and see my ankles are still swollen they're still swollen

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From Combat to Nonresistance - Anabaptist Perspectives Ep. 020 - Duration: 17:39.

Hello everybody! Welcome back to another episode of Anabaptist Perspectives.

I'm here with my friend Mike Peck.

We would have actually met in Bible School. What is it? Three years, now? A couple years ago.

Mike is a good friend of mine.

You've had some unusual experiences in your life especially for us as Anabaptists.

It's your typical story. Want to hear a little bit about that today.

The one thing that makes your story a little unique is

you were in the US military for some time before you became saved.

What motivated you to even join the US army?

Were you a Christian? Why did you even do that?

Yeah, I would have professed Christianity. I would have grown up in the Protestant church.

There's still that patriotism there, and so I sort of grew up that way.

My dad was in the military. My mom was actually in the military for a short while.

Pretty much my grandfathers had served. So it was just sort of something that you do.

I had a lot of influences such as video games and movies that I watched.

Sort of influenced the glory of it all I guess you could say.

How old were you?

Well I would have been 20 when I joined.

So yes, give us some details on that. Where were you stationed, and what was your position?

How long were you in the army?

Well, it's actually funny.

My dad was medical in the Navy, and so my mom would have been medical.

They were both corpsman. I had just assumed I would never be in the military.

I don't know. I just didn't think it would ever happen.

It came to a point where my work wasn't really going anywhere.

My dad was about to retire. We were stuck in Hawaii, and so I just started to look into it.

I took what they called the ASVAB which is a test that places you,

or they evaluate where you would be best in the military.

I had sort of scored high enough to do many different jobs,

but because of the glory that I saw in being a foot soldier,

and all the movies, and like I said, the games that I had played where you're on the

front lines, and you're just facing the action.

I decided to go in the infantry which is like one of the lowest ones.

Really? Like as a private?

Yes.

Okay. I'm really curious though,

because you were infantry men, what were you taught about killing? About facing the enemy?

How did that affect you?

I remember struggling with that a little bit because of this "love your neighbor." That was one thing.

"Thou shalt not kill" and certain things like that.

At this point you still would have said, "I'm a Christian, but yet I'm an infantry man."

Yeah. Yeah.

Didn't you feel any kind of contradiction?

That's the thing. I would go and shoot in training.

I went along with it, but then at night it was sort of like this wrestling.

I always remember sitting on my bunk just thinking about, "Okay, they're saying this is right,

but for some reason is it? Why isn't it fully matching up with what I'm reading in Scripture?"

Okay, you were deployed then, correct?

So tell us about where you were deployed to and how many times. What year would this been at this point?

I first would have been deployed in Iraq. That would have been a year-long deployment.

That would have been in 2000 .... I want to say 2010 to 2011.

Our mission was more to what they called win the hearts and minds.

We had come through there and destroyed so much,

so now we were trying to rebuild and help them get back on their own feet.

That was one of the big things.

I didn't necessarily see much of the firefights, but I had done that for a year and saw a few things.

It's interesting, once you're trained, you're trained so much for that, that it becomes everyday.

It's sort of hard to explain it,

but there was a sense where you would wake up in the morning, and you would

look up, and you'd say, "Today is a great day to die."

Wow. Did you actually believe that?

Well, yeah. There's a sense where you do start to sort of....I mean part of it

is you have to let go of the fear, otherwise the mission's not going to get completed.

You have all these brothers with you who are saying the same things

and believing the same things.

It just sort of becomes ingrained in you.

Okay, so after that year in Iraq, what then?

After that year, we came back and you pretty much just

come back for however long until you get orders again.

They usually have a time frame I think for about six months to a year where they just

let you recuperate before the training starts right back up again.

It did for us. I think within a year we were ready to go to Afghanistan.

That was a whole different war zone. Iraq was a lot of mortars, whereas Afghanistan was more firefights.

So you saw clashes?

Yeah, we had seen a few.

Who were you fighting?

I don't really know the groups.

Iraq was sort of like Afghanistan where it was winding down to the point...

our main mission there was to help the Afghanistan police to be able to work on their own.

That way we could ship out, and they could still function and enforce the law in their own country.

So how long were you in Afghanistan?

I would have been in Afghanistan 9 months. So shorter and shorter deportment.

And then back and then after that, where you at that point?

After I had come back, it was towards the tail end of my contract.

I think I had about four to six months left. That was enough time for me to come back and relax

and then pretty much get out.

Did you see action?

Yes. I had seen not a lot of direct

action in Iraq, but in Afghanistan we would have seen a little bit more casualties.

A lot of more innocent casualties.

Were you ever shot at?

There was a few times we were shot at, yes, indirectly and directly, yeah.

There's no thrill like getting shot at. Once the adrenaline kicks in, and you've been trained to do

all these different maneuvers and everything, and it works.

Your muscle memory kicks in, and you just act without even thinking.

Yeah, that's not a story you typically hear from especially a conservative Anabaptist.

Now, the question is how did you go from firefights in Afghanistan to first of all,

becoming a Christian, and then from that becoming non-resistant and now conservative Anabaptist?

What's the story there?

When I was in the military, you had this belief (like I said before) that

tomorrow you were gonna die, so you lived up today.

So there was a lot of drugs. There was a lot of partying. There was a lot of alcohol.

You just lived for that day. Yet at the same time I would have professed still that I was a Christian.

I would have believed that the Lord was watching over me in the battlefield.

Very, very thankful that the Lord didn't, one, ever put me in the position to take another man's life,

but two, that I was able to live through all that, and be where I am now.

It was Afghanistan that I would have had my change of heart and started to reevaluate

everything that I had believed.

So, we were close to coming home. My position at that point was pretty much pulling security.

Officers and other leaders, civilians who were contracted out to do certain jobs there would come

to this little hut, I guess, and they would sign off and take one of us

to provide security for them.

Since we were the combatants it was

our job to go with them and make sure they weren't doing

anything that would put them in harm's way, or be there in case something did happen.

We were going to get ready to leave, and I remember talking to this

photographer, this combat photographer, who was just always around.

If we were there pulling security, then she was probably there taking pictures of whatever was happening.

We had said "hi" to her. She said, "Oh, you know, I'm going out to take photos of this training."

We were just like, "Okay." An average day.

We had went and pulled security for some aircraft contractor

Next thing you know we hear this explosion.

You always hear explosions.

So I get up and I go out to just sort of make sure. Just see what's happening.

There's a big plume of smoke, but again it sort of happens all the time.

So within the next hour we pack up, and we start heading back from that job.

As soon as I get back, people are running around frantic and yelling.

Nothing had happened there, and no one was giving me information.

We just knew after a few minutes that something had happened to one of our soldiers.

We didn't know who it was. A few minutes later we see this truck pulling in.

It was going at full speed and just hits the brakes. Right next to us he opens the door.

This body just falls out, just limp. I knew the moment I saw that the person had passed.

Sure enough, it was the woman we had talked to, the photographer that we had talked to.

So we get her out of the truck.

We get her ready, and they start performing CPR.

We're calling in a helicopter waiting for it to show up.

Finally it showed up, and we put her up into the helicopter.

We knew she was gone, but that changed me in the sense that we were a few months from going home.

She had just talked to her husband and her daughter (her only daughter),

and just about how happy she was, and how happy they were. They just couldn't wait.

We were a few months from leaving.

All those things just sort of hit me, and I started to think back,

and say, "How could this be something that Christ would want?"

I had struggled with that for a long time. I couldn't tell any of my brothers

because if you start showing any signs of weakness, or if you even

give a hint that you're not going to back them up in a firefight, that's trouble.

So finally I broke, and I had talked to my dad who had retired from the Navy.

I assumed he was still patriotic, and so even talking to him was a little scary.

Well at that time he had been going through his own journey and discovered non-resistance,

and ran into Anabaptists. That's where he would have learned --- listening to Dean Taylor.

I'd just told him everything. Everything I was feeling, and this just doesn't seem right.

To my surprise he said, "Oh, hey, well guess what? Here's the journey that I'm on."

He started giving me all this stuff.

I'll tell you the biggest thing for me was this idea and concept:

it's so mind-blowing, but it's just reading the Bible for what it says.

For me, the churches that I had gone to, it was you would bring your Bible with you,

and sometimes you wouldn't even open it, and you just look up at the projector,

and the pastor would put some scripture on, but he would tell you what it means.

I guess I sort of got used to always trying to find a

translation for what I was reading as opposed to just reading it for what it said.

Just that concept opened my eyes to think that "thou shalt not kill"

means "thou shalt not kill" was just sort of mind blowing for me.

Another thing was it was so freeing. Right there while I was in Afghanistan, I

remember I got down on my knees and rededicated my life to Christ.

The most interesting thing was shortly after that we had to give up all of our weapons

because we have to get back to the States at the same time all of our weapons do.

They go by ship, so it takes a lot longer for them to get back.

So it was so great that I was so terrified of "How am I going to do this?"

Here I am in a war zone. My job is to kill people, and I've had a change of heart.

It was taken out of my hands. I didn't have to worry about it.

So, there's a couple questions: Did your fellow soldiers find out about these beliefs?

Did your commanding officers?

With all of that, what were the challenges you faced?

You're in Afghanistan. You're reading scripture and it says, "Love your enemies."

The US military probably isn't going to be too happy about that. What happened?

Well, like I said, I pretty much kept it in a sense to myself as opposed to my parents.

When we did get back, and I was out of the war zone, and I had nothing to worry about in that sense,

my contract was coming to an end. I had six months left. That was when I started to tell people because

I had assumed, "Well, I'm gonna get out of this, go home, and just go into the Anabaptist church."

Telling my friends that, they just thought I had lost it I think.

Wow. Did they ridicule you at all? Was it just kind of like, "Okay, that's a little strange"?

It was sort of like "that's just a little strange."

Obviously they poked fun. Like you said, that band of brothers.

We always want what's best for them, for each other.

With my friends, no, it wasn't too bad. Of course my family had already made this switch

or joined the Anabaptist church.

So maybe extended family, I'm guessing, even today is not on board with some of this?

Yeah.

When did you leave Afghanistan? Do you remember when that was?

Yeah, I would have left Afghanistan in the fall of 2012 and gotten out of the military.

Less than five years.

Yeah.

So let's bring it home to something a little more practical.

What would you say to someone who's in the military

or thinking of joining the military or maybe even knows someone in the military?

What would you say to them who is maybe struggling with some of this?

What's your advice?

I guess for someone who's in already, I'd have to say, "Just look at what you're doing.

Are you really able to do what you're doing to the glory of God?"

For those who are thinking about it: you see so much glory.

You watch movies, and you see all this stuff of these war heroes.

There's a lot of people who you could really sit down and talk to especially if you're

thinking about going combat, that could tell you some stories.

Even now, there's times where a noise will bring back that PTSD.

It's pretty crippling sometimes. It's just sort of like, "Is it all worth that?"

If you are a Christian, you should be fighting for God's Kingdom. Are you actually doing that?

Obviously, you came to the conclusion you weren't.

Sometimes, people I wonder if they're always honest with themselves.

Thank you for sharing your story and your journey and some of the things you've learned along the way.

Obviously, it wasn't easy. I'm sure there's still a lot of things ahead too for you.

I appreciate that. Appreciate you taking the time.

Thank you, everyone, for watching. If you have any questions for Mike, put them in the comments below.

Maybe I'll email them to him, and he can give a response.

We can maybe even do a follow-up video. I'm really curious what the response would be to what you shared.

If you liked what you saw, we have new episodes each week.

Come back for more content like this. We will see you in the next video.

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Rowan University Street Medicine in Camden - Duration: 3:05.

CMSRU is special in the sense that we have as part of our curriculum a program where

we actually reach out to the people of Camden to give back to their community.

Street Medicine is a program that we started in an effort to reach out to the homeless

populations of Camden and provide basic services to them whether it be health care, whether

it be access to social services or just someone to listen to, someone to talk to, someone

to treat them like a human being.

So, we bring socks.

We bring waters.

We bring little bits of food —

ways that we can connect with them and show them that we really care about what their basic

needs are and then have them open up so they can talk to us about what their medical needs

are, what other needs they have.

One of the locations that we go to, there are a few people there that we've seen for at

least four years.

So, we're going to go check up on them today.

If we see someone who has an issue that we can handle on the spot, we'll do that.

We'll clean wounds. And, if there's something more emergent, we tell people to go to the

hospital or, worst-case scenario, we'll call an ambulance.

We want people to get to their appointments and so every appointment we've made so far for

a patient, we have picked them up and we have taken them there and we have waited.

And those are some of the best experiences that I've had.

It makes them feel more comfortable because this is new to them.

We have patients who haven't gotten medical care for 20 years.

It definitely helps for them to have a friendly face there with them.

And we'll sit and explain things to them.

I think it's really helpful for them to understand what's going on with their own body.

You just learn so much about the complexity of health care, especially in a setting with

so many issues like addiction and poverty and all those kinds of things.

I've been homeless out here for going on nine years.

I've been through it all. You're helping people.

Cause you've helped a lot of people out there, who wouldn't go to the hospital.

Them coming out, actually helped a lot of people who were sick.

They sat there, and people who had little problems, they came out and fixed them.

The homeless communities in, not just Camden, but around the world are incredibly overlooked, ignored.

But, sitting and talking to somebody living on the streets, trying to hear their story,

treating them like they're a human being, I think goes a really long way toward their

mental health, toward their trust in people in general and the trust in the community.

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